You raised me up :)

2nd birthday surprise

2009-11-29T18:52:00.009+08:00

finaly got card reader. i shall continue with my 2nd birthday surprise :D hehehe

24.11.09 - Tuesday - My birthday !! :3
I woke up in the morning and waited till 2pm for him to come :(
sad lo..he said he had some things to do and he's busy..but he still sms with me keep me company while i facebook .. play psp.. rest on d bed.. practically rotting on my birthday
Then around 1.30 he said he's almost done and he's on his way :) hehe.. then i got ready lor..
He reach oso 2 liao.. then we lepak abit.. he bought me sandwich to eat ^^ the sandwich from starbucks aint bad..nice to eat haha..
we watched some random movies on my computer till about 4.30 lidat and left to ronda ronda
He showed me where he first work, where he worked most.. where he watches his movies alone .. where he stay.. where he bought his condo..where he usually go CC lepak.. where he usually go mamak.. alot of places lo.. just to slack until about 6
Then we finally stop at Pavillion !! Yay ^^
Walked around for abit and.. also took my first preggie test LOL *DONT ASK !!*
Obviously it was only one line *fyi that means im not pregnant*
Scared him abit by not telling him the answer at first and keep making him guess..hahaha
But he didnt seem scared at all :) He's quite relax even though not knowing the answer..but he keep pestering to know cuz he abit kp hahaha..
Then he say hungry..wanna makan .. ok lor.. we walk around then he randomly pull me into MichaelAngelo's .. which he already made reservations !!
We followed the hostess to the table lor..then sit there see see the menu.. a waiter came .. abang asked if theres any drinks he'd recommend without alcohol .. the waiter was like " melayu ke ?? " then he say " Ya lo.. melayu la " the waiter tot he was chinese ^^ hehe..he was fair enuf ma.. :3 rawr my abang *lub lub*
Then .. we ordered food.. we ate the food.. suddenlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...

SURPRISE !!

He got me another cake !! The first one had BR-Choc Chip, this is the 2nd which has Very Berry Strawberry !! He got me both my favourite icecream flavours :) so sweet of him to surprise me hehe.. He made reservations , bought the gifts and cake and put them at MichaelAngelos in the morning and told me that he's busy doing other things just to surprise me lor..
Sweet but bad..

This is me with my present and the cake

My abang and me

My MooAngel !! *sideview*

My abang !

trying desperately hard to finish the FROZEN icecream cake

My 3rd birthday surprise

He also bought movie tickets to Astroboy * i wanted to watch it for a long time already lol*
he said he wanted to buy Christmas carol , but because i wanted to watch astroboy he bought astroboy instead..hehe ^^

Then we watch the movie lor..then finish oso late adi.. next day working mornign shift samore..
So after movie went home..

In a nutshell, this was my best birthday ever :)
hehe..
I love my abang *Hearts!!*

My birthday

2009-11-27T10:12:00.002+08:00

Been busy lately :)
Will be finishing my internship soon ( 5th December last day )
Then busy to pack for USA *1month* holiday :D

Anyways lets get back to my birthday post. hahaha
23.11.09
I worked 4pm - Closing shift :D then he send me back
:3 he surprised me with all the other closing staff at 12am
He samore told them all to purposely not wish me happy birthday so i'd be upset to think that every one forgot n dun care T.T
So bad lor.. anyways

Me camwhoring

He fed me cake :3
He got my favourite cake and drew on the words himself :)

closing crew ~

The first birthday surprise

Second birthday surprise will be uploaded once i get the stupid card reader and can transfer pictures from my camera to computer =.= .. haiz~ card readers..

Apologies

2009-10-28T08:34:00.002+08:00

Apologies for not posting lately. Not like anyone reads anyways LOL
Nothing much to say i guess.. my life's been tiring due to the 8hours work 6days a week sorta thing .But im enjoying every day of it :) Especially when everyone thinks im the life of the place hee :D
My award winning smile always cheer ppl up :D
Got praised by alot of customers lately..they keep complimenting me on my smile.. dun get why they feel better when they see my smile hahaha.. :D got personal tips alot too..but most is Rm10 .. I did serve the GM of E&O hotel a few days ago.. He liked my service and gave me his name card ( thats how i know he the GM of E&O hotel penang) Lol.. He said if i ever stop by i shud visit him and he'd be happy to gimme a tour :D HEE !
Anyways I think im beginning to get a hang of the FNB industry and if i ever get the time or chance i think i'd work part time at Alexis :) Rm6/perhour is good for a part time wage hehe..
Anyways getting broke now
Waiting for my Rm500 allowance and currently surviving on my sis now D:\
CANT WAIT FOR MY BIRTHDAY~ which is kinda long samore la..LOL 1month..nvm i do count down :3
Hope i get prezzies :D heeees
Anyways , i got more 11-7 shifts now :) Fendi and Iskandar is nice...they treat me very well :)
Especially Iskandar ^^ heee

Bye for now :D

For the sake of updating

2009-10-27T23:20:00.002+08:00

Me camwhoring as usual

My Rm13 Each new earrings :D

My manager : Iskandar and me :D

I'm just updating for the sake of updating.
Is it wrong to like like malay people? Please comment in tag box. TQ ! :D

Alexis

2009-10-12T11:03:00.003+08:00

Internship at Alexis @ Gardens :)
Not bad being a waitress.
Was always afraid of the thought.
Got used to it after awhile :)
Not the everyday train thing though :(
But have to admit, its fun !! hehe

Me Camwhoring

Alexis @ Gardens
Cakes ~

:3 yummy

Date Pudding

Chocolate Nutty Meringue :D

Mixed Fruit Meringue
Or known as Pavlova
My favourite !!

Baby come back to me

2009-10-06T08:46:00.003+08:00

Lyrics.

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don’t want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won’t leave me alone

If you come back to me
I’ll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

(Come back)Baby come back to me
(Come back)I’ll be everything you need
(Come back)Baby come back to me
(Come back)Boy you’re one in a million

Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this, and she buys that
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn’t that bad, it isn’t that bad
And she’s wiser for it now

I admit I cheated (admit I cheated )
Don’t know why I did it (why I did it)
But I do regret it (do regret it)
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Exam

2009-09-20T23:26:00.002+08:00

The day before exam.. at kim gary :)

- Me,Jas,Ashlee,See,Ye,Ong -

Me, Jas, Ashlee

The days after exam...

*NO PIC AVAILABLE*

Yet :D LOL

A RM150 DAY OUT !

2009-09-09T08:31:00.005+08:00

This was how I spent my PH (Monday 07/09/09 - Nuzul Al Quran)
Well had to wake up early cause had a TRIPLE HORROR MOVIE plan with my GF ( BUBBLEFISH/Wen ) I met her from maple when i was 13/14 :D

Thats her ! She was playing around with my phone and her friend's speks at Wong Kok SS2
That was actually the end of the day so i shall skip back to the beginning

Well i woke up at 9am eventhough we suppose to go out at 9.30 LOL. Well she came late cause she wanted to pump petrol -.- Found outs she been driving in kl for over a year now and her P oso removed already. sobs i feel so left behind. Anyways LOL She aint a bad driver :x
After she picked me up we went for Prawn mee at SS2 (breakfast hor!) She ordered "VARIETY" of food cause she lovessss " VARIETIES" of food ! Well it was just breakfast and i was prepared for that lol. She ordered prawn mee and porridge.

After that we went to 1U to check our movies. Met brother at TGV :D Passed him his present
I FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURE WITH HIMM T_T SOBBIESSS !!
So cannot post :( sob. BUT TODAY IS HIS DAY *SHOUT OUT* HAPPY 09/09/09 BIRTHDAY BRO!!! :D Hope you have a BLAST with WIKHE :D
Anyways back to the story LOL. We watched
11.45am - Orphan Rm6 ( i had to watch it AGAIN -.-)
3.30pm - Murderer Rm9 ( Lousy acting by Aaron Kwok)
5.30pm - Final Destination Rm9 ( OMFG Lousy movie)

During the break for lunch after Orphan, we had lunch at BBQ Plaza OMFG She ORDERED like
MAD!! LOL.
We were only 2pax and she ordered for like 6pax food!

We were late for our 3.30pm movie so we just DUMPED everything on the hotplate.LOL
The sum of money spent for lunch : RM76.50

So we ran to our movies ! and watched the horrible acting of Aaron kwok. He was nonstop screaming in the movie. Practically watched him go mad nia. The Orphan and Murderer shared a common thing in the movie, both had a 'kid' that couldnt grow up. BORING!

Final Destination was a big put down too.Wasted Rm9 LOL
Dont want to explain how sucky it was.I know you all lazy read

After the movie She wanted dinner -.- it was only 7pm ( Note : we ate at 2 + pm) My stomach was going to explode.LOL And guess whats for dinner
STEAK AT THE SHIP!!!
I ordered Tenderloin Sizzling Steak which was RM38.90 * Not yet inclusive of tax and service charge* LOL
She ordered one dozen escargot, seafood soup or sumting, Taurus Delight Steak ( Tiger prawns and steak) , And she wanted fish so we had some salmon something which i forgot.

TOTAL OF THAT MEAL Rm186.90
I was practically broke after that.LOL
BUT WAIT. Its not the end of the day

She wanted to bring me go holland around Mont Kiara and KL. We went " round round " lo.. But ended up finding our way back to sunway oso la..haha her fren ajak her out go eat dessert, so we went to Sunway college there pick up her friends , so there we were...6 of us..in a toyota vios. LOL
Cramping our way to SS15, to find the shop close at 11pm(it was already 11)
Then go till SS2 cant find the shop, but found wong kok open till 2.So sat at wong kok till 1+
We did take pictures, but its in her phone :( Sobs

COUNT DOWN : Exam in a week !!
ILL BE ALONE THIS WeEKEND !! SISTER GO BACK HOMETOWN !!

But i need to study -.- stupid.. LOL
TILL THEN ! :D

Dilemma

2009-09-04T16:59:00.009+08:00

Is it just my feelings ..or is my brain playing tricks on me too?
Is what im thinking and feeling a sign from Father to warn me , to guide me,to give me the choices in life which i anticipate for everyday?
I hope i dont take the wrong choice again as i have done so in the past..
I wish i knew which was the right choice at times like these..
Obviously i know that studying would be the BEST choice on top of everything ..
but this is just .. really making me think alot ! I cant seem to focus in ANYTHING at all !
I just keep thinking about this ALL the time..

Sorry for the introduction at the top,you readers dont have to understand it if you have read it :) its just something i wanna release which has been in my heart and mind for quite some time now..
Ahh
Exam on 14th September..
Economics project havent done ( I totally forgotten about it -.- 100% forgotten darn it.Lazy do it.Hate that subject :( )
Just finished presenting Malaysian Studies poster on Merdeka :) and English presentation on Hotel this morning
quite proud of myself.. hee..
Wanted to watch Final Destination and meet up with brother today, didnt know that stupid MR EUGENE would cancel class -.- .. if knew from yesterday, i would've so met up with bro :(
BRO I MISS YOU MANNN!! would have treated you to nuggets :( sobs
LOL
Anyways ..
Now sittin here reminisce(i not sure the friggin spelling -.- darn)
Waiting for sister to pangkang and go home and wait for another day for me to rott ..
Am i such a boring person with no stories to write?
I wish i were different :)
God please give me the will to change.

I dont like how i am anymore...
I dont wanna be smiley..
I dont wanna act like nothings wrong ..
Forgive my ways Forgive my sins.. Forgive my thoughts of ever wanting you

over my head

2009-09-02T09:37:00.002+08:00

im in over my head ..

im so confused that im having a dilemma..

over what i cant tell you guys..its kinda personal..

but i just cant get it out of my head..

its so in me that i cant study properly..

i wish i can put it aside but i cant..

i need to know how i feel..

i think i kinda lost my control of my own feelings along the way and i never knew..

anyways..

i have housekeeping assessment later

and stupid replacement for front office -.- which probly might last till 7..dam the lecturer -.-

posters almost done :)

eric helped me colour yesterday

so funny :D ahh.. i forgot to take a picture of it..will do so later and edit this post :)

check it out k? lol

i bought bro's/wikhe's present already..

i took a picture of that though..wish i can show you guys..

but i cant..bro might get a sneak peak LOL!

cant let that happen..090909 will be a special day :)

anyways i cut my fringe for Rm10 the other day.super happy

here's how it looks now

Random post

2009-08-27T18:28:00.001+08:00

I'm bored.
thats why im posting.
actually i have nothing to post
LOL
-English assessment done
-Accounts assessment done
-Got back Sales n marketing (Got 35/40)
-waiting for other paper marks.
-Need to do dialogue for french role play
-Busy but bored.
got closer to a friend-Eric :)

IM ALIVE!

2009-08-21T16:21:00.002+08:00

I feel so alive lately
Very active active
Heres an update
* Finished and handed up FnB Cycle menu project
* Passed my science Midterm test
* Got over my Emcee speech and felt better after
* French and malaysian studies exam also over :)

ALOT OF BURDENS NOLONGER ON ME SHOULDERS!! WOOHOO

And on top of that,IM GOING BACK HOMETOWN LATER !! I feel relieved to get to see my mummy
^^ Happy happy to go home and EAT EAT EAT !!

I feel like the update is uber short n simple.Good enough.I updated LOL

2009-08-13T22:04:00.001+08:00

My favourite :)

Theres more at my facebook,please check there.Blogger dun let me upload 100 pictures :D

:)

2009-08-11T16:31:00.003+08:00

Recap of what i posted before :) class finished not long ago and i have nothing to do,so i upload the pictures like i said i wud :) just not on facebook yet.Soon probably..(maybe after i post this -.-) lol
I THINK IM PASSING MY SALES&MARKETING AND RDOD(T) ! :D weee

My hand touching the balloon :3 ( being sampat)

My hand again - Holding the balloon :D
This is Putrajaya Bridge

A plane in the sky looks so small

Total of Three balloons !

The raising of the 2nd balloon!

Raising of the third balloon

Landing

Notice the messy hair while UPTHERE

My sis taking pictures of UPTHERE while we're UPTHERE

While they tested going UPTHERE

Holding down the balloon so it wont fly away hee

The Blowing of the first balloon

Notice the fire !

Well that was probably it.My day at putrajaya on a sunday evening :)

Picutres

2009-08-11T07:55:00.002+08:00

Apparently ill be busy.So i just upload pictures with a few subheadings k :D

I was at the PutraJaya Flower Festival ( FLORIA 09 ) they call it.

Me and my sis went on a HOT AIR BALLOON! and i took pictures of flowers,while she took her pictures with her D90 Nikon DSLR ! =.= obviously,her's are better thats why i didnt bother uploading mine in facebook(Yet..) lol

Got an angle of a heart shape :)

Pretty :D

One Malaysia !

Petronas Twin Tower-Flowered!

Flowers inside flowers ! :D nice

Looks like pink kekhwa LOL

Butterfly orchid :D

09 ! Lol my brothers fav year huh? xD

Burning hot air into the balloon

I havent done correction to my pictures of the hot air balloon -_- so i cant upload them all yet.Sorry to CutSteam(Potong steam) but you guys gotta wait ..hehehe

Adeau for now

Another cancellation of class

2009-08-07T14:41:00.002+08:00

Dont have much time to update,havent been updating lately cause busy
i update in point form :D easier and fast too! no long details for u guys to read LOL

* My finger is getting better :) but the stitch is still on
* Sister going for REFUGEE CAMP (L O L at her !)
* Have total of 4midterm exams to study for
[Sales&Marketing on 11/8,Science on 20/8,English&French on 21/8]
* Emcee speech unTOUCHED [ Deadline - 20/8 ]
* Cycle Menu -Almost done [Deadline - 17/8 monday]

The one highlighted in yellow,most important cause ID ONT KNOW WHAT TO SAYYYYY
AND IM RUNNING OUT OF TIMEEEEE!!!!!!
T.T~ and we're serving the Food n sumting event at KLCC this Thursday & Friday ( next week )
No time to study anyshit.
Gotta go MALAYSIAN STUDIES class now -.- hai...alot of ppl will b MIA cause the class before this was cancelled .
Blog when free
-NO TIME FOR MAPLE OSO LOR! DAM SAD ! -

Screwed

2009-08-03T08:52:00.002+08:00

I think im addicted to maple again.Well at least for now i am.I think i wont stop till i've achieved my goal of getting my WindBreaker(KOC) to at least hold her red hinkle which i've just bought for her lv70 achievement.But..scary thing is i think after WB i might create a Soul Master.I think after going to so many Monster Carnivals(MC) i LOVE Soul Masters(SM)
Anyways.
Let me get back to the real world.Oh wait.Not after i've said whats on me mind.
I THINK HOR! I AM UNLUCKY IN THIS YEAR OF 2009 !!
-_- My maple accounts (Except main) That i recently log in( i think last month maybe) it was normal,everything was as normal after the hackage of the exage. But hor,when i logged in yesterday.All char was fugging naked.I had to fugging change pw -_- i think my pw too predictable.BUT HOR. NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT THE ID AT ALL!! thats the weird thing!!
and i think my other char got bugged.Effingly Bugged.
Anyways.back to the real world

My fingers much better now.i can remove the stupid ugly wrap-bandage on it.
But the stitch is still there.Suppose to remove yesterday,the darn doc said its best removed on tuesday.Im stuck with it till tuesday night -_-.
Oh wells.
All wells that ends well.
I met a new friend in maple :) His name is Andrew ! :D
TO ANDREW ! *Cheers* LOL!
anyways .
I practically GOT SCREWED ON A MONDAY MORNING !
Class was cancelled :D
A Monday Morning
History Class. CANCELLED :D

Afterpost

2009-07-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

This is what a RM200 stitching at a local clinic looks like.FUGLY AND UNWORTH IT! RAWR!
SO UNPROFESSIONAL! Made my finger YELLOW and SWOLLEN too ! ARGH!
Remind me never again to go there unless i want MC.Cause she gave me 7days mc -.-" LOL
Anyways the stitches will be removed on saturday,so she(doc) says -.-
Check back on Saturday :D
Dont know what to do this week.i have mc.and i alone have mc.LOL

Painful experience

2009-07-28T19:13:00.002+08:00

Painful experience.

I cut my finger 2nights ago. my right hand index finger @@

and since then i've noticed HOW IMPORTANT that friggin finger is -.-

typing,smsing,writting, and even holding the chopsticks is a hard thing to do without that finger T.T

Lucky thing for me, tonight the doc wants to remove the SIX STITCHES already

HOPEFULLY its removed.its seriously disturbing me. ih ave to skip classes dued to whole week mc and I CANT WRITE -.-

sucks.

But i can type :3 hehehe

ALOT OF TYPOS -.-

Anyways .. before the painful experience

we went for a Shape Run at putrajaya on saturday night and the muscles hurt after that.till now LOL

it was 5km Fun run.

its not quite fun =.=..painful really . lol

anyways .. waiting to see doc ! lol

END OF FIRsTS

2009-07-22T17:49:00.005+08:00

I just finished my semi-final public speaking about 50minutes agoi went in unprepared.unfocused.totally shocked and scared eventhough i knew the panel of judges.I want to be in the finalist :( but i dun wanna be in the finalist :x LOL..get it? nvm.lol~
Anyways.to be random ,i've uploaded some pics of me past.

I wish i have more time.somehow

im afraid to do the best i can do which i know is very high up there :(

I know i can do better.I gotta strive for the best.IF I KNOW HOW TO ! -.-

Before going out for HP-HBP
Maple Hanging -.-

Me camwhoring yesterday

GK - my DC friend who i accidently snapped pic of LOL

Iris's Hippo ! :D

Friday

2009-07-18T18:03:00.002+08:00

After the clubbing - i got 3hours of sleep and woke at 6+ almost 7 for class.
French class was first.I was practically falling asleep. LOL
After that english ,i joined Public speaking , my topic DayDreaming. Writing the notes now-or not :X-
After english break an hour ( it was 12 already ,we have 1hour of lunch)
then continue with economics till 3,and msian studies after till 5.
Then briefing till 6. waited in library till 7 for dinner service by CH 4- Apples group.
After eat was already 8+ almost 9. Reached home 9 i think. Didnt bathe as was going out soon
I went out too soon thus collision of boredom.
Watched 12:15am movie at Cineleisure Damansara of Harry Potter.
:) finished at almost 3. Went home. Found drunk housemate - helped her to her room .
Slept till 7AM. Never ate since 7pm ytd.
Fetched sum1 back.
Reach home online awhile then slept at 12 till 5
Still Need to recuperate my sleep. I still ahve tml :D lol
She just woke up ( housemate)
Anyways..hungry now..wan go tapao

Thursday

2009-07-18T17:49:00.005+08:00

There are 24 hours in a day. AND I REALLY USED IT GAO GAO FOR TWO CONSECUTIVE DAYS !
Lets start with clarbing night :3 - Thursday 16 July -
Back to the day where i sent my sister off and got lost around kl/damansara/pj . I didnt know where i was so obviously i was lost after sending my sister off to airport(Subang airport ,she took Firefly)
Anyways . The night of clubbing...
pictures worth a thousand words

The Gang

Michael - Me

Kit - Me

Mable - Me - Pauline

Me - Pauline - Kit - Mable

Me - Pauline - Mable Front
Pauline - Me

Back

Pauline - Me

Me - Pauline - KitOur Hands touching Kit - RapeZorz

pissed at blog

2009-07-17T12:52:00.002+08:00

stupid blog.i wasted 20min typign and it all disapeard -.- ARGH !!!!\
ill just post when i get pictures -.-
going to class pissed off. Adeau

OMG TIREDOME

2009-07-16T08:48:00.001+08:00

from BOREDOM to TIREDOM !!
i only have 10minutes to type this so im rushing .forget the typos
i got class at 9 .its 8.49 LOL
anyways ytd was my first dinner service. DAM TIRED LOR.2pm STAND till 10PM
EIGHT HOURS CLASS _@!$(U*%#^(U&!^*(_U!#%
anyways ... im fine with that,did the best i could.was one of the best :D or the best :X hush shush LOL
its getting MORE TIRING after this.Sister go vacation.thus i got the car to myself DAM FREEDOM
loL!!
i gotta go class now T_T
TONIGHT MOS AHH!! CLUB AHH!! tml 8am class la -.-" LOL
tonight go till 3am...then tml go till 3am..
tonight clubbing
tml night movie wif nicknick :X heeee
then saturday
RELAX DAY
TIME TO REST !!
ROAR
GTG CLASSIE CLASSIE

OMGOMG HERES ANOTHER NICE SONG

2009-07-14T17:53:00.001+08:00

Burrberryyyyy-yumm

2009-07-14T17:10:00.000+08:00

bore

2009-07-14T16:47:00.003+08:00

I love that song.hehehehe :X just wanted to share..hehe..anyways update on me ! which no one reads except i think boon n amy? LOL ok here goes
im gonna be the EmCee for the next event which i think would be about " Q + E = ?? " , in long its Qualifications + Experience ? its about............................... well i dont quite know right now even if i was the one who created that topic LOL!! And im suppose to talk to the guests about it.Its a forum event where we invite people from different different positions who've worked for a long time in the hotel industry either with experience or qualifications(certs) and we question them..like a forum :D to get answers.WE SEEK ANSWERS ! Lolx It dont make sense yet.But it will..anywayssss..

Went to CyberJaya last sunday to take movies that my cousin helped us download(CYBERJAYA is known to download movies by Seconds-Minutes ,instead of HOURS and DAYS ) lol, so we took movies from him and found out there was a DAICON even there which is about anime,manga,cosplay all that crap you know? LOL .here are some pictures :D

These are one of my favs ..

This one SO CUTE or as nihonjins wud say ; CHOOO KAWAII !!

Saber looks awesome here.. * Sorry about the blurrness,i was shaking dued to the overexitedism i was having LOL*

First day

2009-07-06T20:31:00.002+08:00

Today's the first day of TERM FOUR class.
The first class was MALAYSIAN STUDIES . imagine
at eight AM in the MORNING ,on the FIRST DAY of CLASS, with MALAYSIAN STUDIES being the subject. OH THE BOREDOME -.-
anyways i lived through it.what i cant think i can live through is.. -.- the ex
its disturbing my ego knowing that im sorta ignoring him.i just cant talk to him just yet.it agitates me -.- ..not sure if i spelt that right.who cares
anyways we had pastry class today -.- and also,first day,no friggin mood for the sweetbakin=.= . .
i miss holiday now LOL
and i cant get that BAG OUT OF ME BRAIN !
I LOVE BURBERRY T.T
but its expensive.DONT CARE ! SAVE FOR IT! LIVE OR DIE MUST HAVE THAT BAG !! ROAR!!
anyways ill post tml LOL

singlefied

2009-07-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

8 months 14 days .
and i ended it
im officially single.WOO!

AZ

2009-06-28T20:24:00.003+08:00

This is the pictures i owe u guys. :D enjoy LOL
not much laa..but still have lo

The 24Feet high 90Degrees DEMON DROP SLIDE !

This is pan mee-not from penang- LOL :X

Bridesmaid

2009-06-28T20:18:00.003+08:00

IM GOING TO BE A BRIDESMAID !!

+++++++ PLUS ++++++++

IM GOING TO BE A BRIDESMAID IN THE STATES ! oh yeaa the UNITED STATES of AMERICAAA :D

anyways.noting to blog recently
nothing to do ma..bored like shit sit at home =.= cuz no college no work no money :x LOL

anyways.. i camwhored like mad dued to the boredom.now got pictures :x LOL

Last in the CC

2009-06-16T02:29:00.004+08:00

Got pissed DC-ing from L4D too much,thats why im posting this -.- i hate this CC that dont have ori L4d that makes us DC like mad cause its CORRUPTED version of L4D !! -.-
This is my last post from Cc in Bt.Feringgi. The one i was o-so-faithful;loyal to. hahaha.. "Gamerzone.com" i shall remember thee.For being the lousiest cc ever! HAHAHAHAHA! but i still enjoyed my moments in it cause THERE WAS NO OTHER CHOICE ! -.- if only FTZ opened here .or infinity. i wouldnt mind =.=
Anyways...
Lets skip all that and tell you about how yesterday(Amy day) went :D LOL i named it after amy :X * hope u dun mind hor ,haha*

14/6/09-Sunday-Trip to QueensBay Mall to meet Amy (my life saver :3)
The plan goes like this, we were suppose to wake up and head off to QB(Queensbay for short) at about 8am,cause we wanted to kill trafic and wanted to get there early so we could do some early walk around the mall as we haven't ventured there in our 2 1/2 months training,but due to ME(-.-) being a pig that i am,lazy to wake up,so.... we left around 10-11.hahaha XD
The duration to get there from Bt.Fringi(thats not the original spelling but wth~:D) is 2hours dued to busies ,by drive shud be like half an hour - 45minutes i guess(depends on traffic!)
Bt.Fringi - QB is like from totally one end to another! so dont blame for the long duration D:
by the time we got there it was like 1pm and we were STARVING ! -.- so we ~_~ curi curi eat tako first(Takoyaki at Tako Tao;Jusco), we havent had one of those in MONTHS! we couldnt take it anymore!! hahaha..Amy woke up late dued to my msgs.Well if it aint for me, she also wouldve not woken up! hahaha.but nvm cause she stay like ..5min away -.- ( CAN YOU BELIEVE? she's 9 years apart from me D: !!) anyways~
We planned to watch "BLOOD : The Last Vampire"

Amy : " the anime was good, so was the comic;dunno about the movie"
Me : " Never watched,nor read it.hope it wont suck"
*After movie*
Me : " I totally have BO COMMENT !; and bo mood -.- "
Amy : " Ai go toilet"
Me : *Dued to bo mood i heard " Ai ki tolok (go where in hokkien)" and replied - " mm zai -.-" "
Amy : " ha?? go toilet oso dunno wan go o not??"
Me : " Toilet horr..becuz bo mood i heard go where-.-" "

*That was a very stupid conversation i had with amy,LOL*

To continue before the movie ~
We had a rough time choosing what to eat -.-
But made up our minds anways =.= .. went to Kim Gary to eat. i ordered this new noodles of theirs ( It was actually instant noodles -.-)
Usually Kim Gary service suppose to be DAMN FAST,but not in QB .
IT SARKED!
Instant noodles oso they cook dam long!Steak faster than noodles,can you believe? wth the chef doing in the kitchen lor.My fren asked for BBQ sauce,they bring vinegar that look like soya sauce(i know is vinegar cause i tasted the bitterness T.T i was the guineapig to taste it D:)
Even Amy's "BIG BOWL -NON-Spicy ,No tau-ge instant noodles " oso longer than my instant noodles.We were cursing like mad.Not really.:X but we were quite pissied. D:
Anyways ~
Watched the movie after that T.T and it was my waste of RM10. would have prefered to watch terminator, i think DRAG ME TO HELL would be the catchy movie to watch after that stupid movie -.- . it would be perfect.
The reason why i hated the STUPID MOVIE was because
Reason Number 1 : SO FREAKINGLY WRONG.
Reason Number 2 : I was confused on where the movie was being placed -.- " Japan or USA??"
Reason Number 3 : WHY ARE THEY SPEAKING ENGLISH WHEN THEY ARE BOTH JAPOS !-.-
Reason Number 4 : Bad Bad Bad Movie Effects for the blood that "SPLASHES " out of the BODIES like blood bubbles !
Reason Number 5 : Japanese movie ,made by american. -.- thats the MAIN problem!

I hate it when Americans use japos. Like the movie " Dragonball"
IT WAS NOTHING LIKE THE ANIME!
GOKU HAS NO TAIL! -.- screw americans.*hope none is reading this; if you are.dun get offended! :X*
They should make it more like the comic.If not ,none of the anime/comic lovers would love it as much.Yes we wait for it,watch it,but we DONT LIKE THE END RESULT!

-Continue-
After the movie,we were suppose to go for sunset viewing at "Bukit Genting" but cause we cant find the place ~_~ we got upset instead of sunset.
we went for ikan bakar instead :X LOL
And ended up having no money to pay T.T so ps~ first time !!
dun ask why :X dam ps to tell LOL! :X
Amy had to drive me to QB to withdraw munney D:
* the ikan bakar was also like 5min away from QB *
After that we went homeee :D
and i finally bought the cd of " P.S. I love you"
i watched it this morning,cried from beginning to the end,cause i know what will happen(i read the book,so did Amy; who shockingly read her bro's book;its a girls novel ~_~)
It wasnt as nice as the book.I think the book was more touching,more detail,but i understand why they had to change it~movies cant be as detail as the book.thats why some people prefer to read it,and some lazy ones just watch the movie(like harry potter,i rather watch the movie! ha~)

-Today-
:D i went back to the hotel today for one last time,to collect my certificate(of training there) and went to AZ(Adventure Zone) to play the DEMON DROP Slide for one last time ~ T.T so sad.ill miss it !! but i too lazy to keep running up the stairs.im too old for it now. hahaha..get tired easily!
ill post up a pic of the slide when i get home. its 24feet high 90degrees drop slide.imagine the horror of dropping down without anything under you! haha..but its SERIOUSLY FUN!
after AZ ,went to Front office to say bye to the people there..ill miss training wif em,but i can tell they wont miss us as much,they've seen ppl come and go..so they know whats coming and stuff..but its nice to know..there will be people who will remember us trainees :) hee..
Went home and rested after that and went for STEAMBOAT BBQ ! ( GoldenBBQ ) SO CHEAP ok! not bad too!!
For RM19.99 each person. All you can eat ! i seriously ate alot with me friends ! it was our last night out together :D
friends car ended up dying though D: his battery died ~_~ haha..so we had to sit another friends car back.Felt funny somehow ..hee..
Currently listening to Hannah Montana - You'll always find a way back home ,
going in to CS for one last kill now !
CHAO!!
will post soon ! :D

transformers wait

2009-06-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

The wait is over :D
well in ELEVEN DAYS ( 24.o6.o9 ) it will b..hahaha
i dont friggin care how much i pay to watch it.i just want to.
even if i gotta friggin pay for rm50 to sit in the Gold/premiere class XD
i wanna watcheeettt

MC ?

2009-06-13T12:06:00.002+08:00

weee.its the last day of work !
FINALY
been waiting since 16th April 2009 ( thats the beginning of the internship)
the ending is 10weeks later which is 13th June 2009 ( Which is today !!)
and i took mc for it .HAHAHA.
well here's the story.
Ytd morning ,ong on ph so we went cc together.
four of us,GK,KM,Me,Ong the L4D gang ! hahaha
they were the guys,i was playing as Zoey :D weet.
We waitin for L4d 2 as well.to continue our journey
as niggers with saw's and pans ! LOL~
anyways ..
continue with the story..
play play play from 8am - 12pm then we left for lunch lor..
ong went back to his hotel for lunch while gk me and km went for ours.Yesterday we had spagetthi and steamed fish :D
it was nice :) but i only ate the spagetthi and fruits ,wasnt feeling well starting then.
Went home alone after that, rest alil while .
Dreamt of cakes.
Woke up 3:15pm
rushed like mad cause i was late for work.it was hot.very.very.very hot.
changed my uniform,took my stuff,forgot my evaluation,couldnt shower,couldnt wash face,forgot my phone.
had a rough time ytd.
went to work feeling like Sheaaat.
But they saw how tired i was and sent me packin xD. So i went home to rest.But couldnt due to the friggin headache i had -.- so i waited and waited till around 8. went to clinic,took 2 days mc(ytd n today)
so..here i am :D
sittin here..blogging..in cc..for the last time :D
im going home on the 16th then to kl on the 20th/21st.
Will be goin out with ames tml :D she fetched me back when i had no transport :( i was stuck and lonesley :3
she's da bom :D ( hope your reading this and cursing me LOLLL)
okay . chao~

2010

2009-06-12T11:18:00.002+08:00

i just cant believe time flies uber fast.
its june o.o
and i cant believe it
seriously
next year..no longer a teen ~ 20!!
* i havent even legally turned 19 and im thinking about 20 ~*

im kinda back to the addiction of hannah montana ~.~
been downloading all her songs .well the new ones that is
i uberly love 'The climb'
totally memorised the lyrics ^^
And also hoedown throwdown.
Im learnin the moves for it HA~ since i already know the lyrics.
i also love RockStar, You'll always find your way back home
:D

ps
CANT WAIT FOR 24th , TRANSFORMERS - Revenge Of The Fallen !
i've been seriously waiting since the first movie.
*Waiting for New Moon - Twilight 2 as well :x HAA*

Went out with GK,KM 2days ago..
we watched practically every movie at cathay cineplex in prangin
guess how much?
RM6 . HA! :X
We watched 17Again at first ( I FREAKIN CRIED !!! so TOUCHINN )
then after that we ran over to hannah montana :X * We didnt exit,thus we just quietly walk to the other hall* hahaha
then after hannah montana(which i already watched online)
we went for terminator salvation :X it was awesome.i seriously thought it would be sucky cause its nolonger the terminator i loved.
even the song has been...EDITED or REMIXED or just UPDATED.
hate it
absolutely
Everything that gets updated frequently sucks.(maple)
HA!
but im playing it anyways @@
met some hometown friends from in there.BY FRIGGIN COINCIDENCE ! in the SG link samore ~.~ what kinda small world is Aquilla.Samore not just meet one or two.
Met ALOT from msia-PG,Selangor,Kedah. hahaha
well at least i know there are people inside still :)
that are the same age ( i found out there are loads of young teens.and their tweeters and getting worse)
alot of BHB kids,alot of kids who think they are "BIG",wanna "MEGA" and "KILL" ppl ingame =.=
freako's
anyways
working 3-11 pm shift later .
TOMOLO END! WOOHOO TO LAST DAY OF WORK !
and WOOHOO TO BYEBYE PENANG AND NO MORE CC AND MORE ONLINE AT HOME FOR FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
:)

Too busy to turn 18

2008-11-17T21:49:00.006+08:00

its been awhile ..hasn't it :)

did anyone miss me? Lolx.i bet not

anyways.. heres whats been going on lately.

just celebrated ann's birthday and siong's birthday on the same day last saturday ( 15nov ) even though ann's birthday is on 16th and siong's is today ( 17 ).At least they got to celebrate it with their friends and loved ones.. :(

this is my blog,so i can make it about me ok.so if you dont wanna read on.pleast dont

anyways.

Yesterday was filming day for moral (HIV video thing) so this was kinda what happened lolx..
this time there's pictures,stop complaining u picture-looking-fools ! lolx

Me, sitting on a china statue lion thing ._. lol

Me and mary on the china bridge :D

Siong on a rock posing,mary behind looking,posing.LOL

there was 5 of us at first,then another 2 wanted to come along,so ..ok...teh went to fetch them..
so when it was time to go back..what did u expect..a mpv to fetch us 7? lolx..all 7 of us fit into a kancil :X LOL! we laughed like maaaaad ! and then i got home with a painfull butt and a sore leg lolx .then there's today.normal day attending classes and listening to boring lectures..

heres the thing

the reason i wanted to post is cause.

:( i hate to say this..but i feel like i have to get it off my chest.like im telling this to someone..at least some one has to know

Every thing is clashing with my birthday..thus i cant celebrate it :(

First thing is "F&B Theory Menu" to make and pass up on 25th nov.

Second is the moral video needs to be edited and finished at least by end of this month.then theres the "Good morning towel essay" and a " Food science and sanitation essay" ..haiz..can the Gods please take it easy on me.Some more..final assessments are coming -.-

WHERE GOT TIME FOR ME TO RELAX

or even TURN EIGHT-TEEN!

shit la.

over all

im good. -.-

plans

2008-10-06T08:44:00.000+08:00

OH YEA ! forgot about something.instead of editing the last post.i thought i should just start a new one.
I'm planning a paintball war on my birthday. :D and a pool party if possible LOL
and im making lots of people go MOOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. even if they dont know each other .
Yes im talking about you.

yes . you.
i know who you are o_o
(trying to psycho you people)
either that or im just being lame and weird at the same time. LOL
ok toodles~ :D
OH AND IM GNA WATCH HSM3 ~ LOL

long week

2008-10-06T08:26:00.004+08:00

well the last update said i was going genting right?
well here's another flash back
i've been pretty busy due to family comin to kl visiting.samore i cant online at home rite?
had to wait till 6th october to make another post =.= ( f y i im at college ~_~ )
anyways..

flash back - 3oth September o8 - mother's birthday - genting trip

well i departed from college cuz my sis going work ma ( it was a tuesday ) college there got ktm or lrt or watever u call it,its all still trains! so i took the train to kl sentral to meet up with ann,kin mun, and ann's sis . Jason was late.Ignore him. :D. so we went to the genting counter to purchase our tickets lor..but horr..you know what happen?.. -.- the stupid friggin sign had to be there saying " Next bus 11am " shit lor.we were like " ELEVEN!?!?" there were like taxi drivers there who wanted to get us to sit the taxi for 20rm each.siao meh 20-.- so expensive.we ended up sitting putra line to gombak(Terminal Putra or sumting ._.) anyways the ticket up is at 9.30am so we waited around for around 5-10minutes cause we were KINDA early .when we got up to genting everything was like " =D " haha
anyways ..
i kinda lazy update pictures -.- nid wait long cause im not at home lor.when i at home i try lor..gonna get streamyx this week ( HOPEFULLY !!) last week raya so they cant come n do the cable thingies.
so.. you can go to http://chemistryheartzz.blogspot.com/ she updated pictures LOL. INSIDE GOT a picture of MY RM5 BOTTLE OF WATER !celaka that rm5 bottle of water.i left at pizza hut LOL~ lazy cary the damn thing around.

my favourite picture :)

guess which is my shoe? haha
(Imagine i uploaded pictures k )

:D so after that we were all DEAD tired .got on the 7.15pm bus to gombak.took the train back home.First ones to go were ann and elena,they got off at Jeletek or jelatek or sumting tek lol. then kin mun got off at masjid jamek then elena's friend something fai got off at klsentral.

missing someone?
me.
i had to sit the damn train from GOMBAK - KELANA JAYA .
Total of stops : 24
yes. 24
24...
24.....
24......
i got home one hour later-.-(9pm++)
slept like a pig after that.i was like seriously KNOCKED out .ppl call me i oso dunno.knock on door i oso dunno. when i woke up i had a fever =.=
my body temperature was rising like siao.
expect me to stay at home rightttt like guai guai lil girl riteeee
nope-.-
i went out with sis.lol
her bf's family came up.
so we all went out lor..eat brunch lor..went shopping at ikea lor..
(its 1st october already k)
dun really remember what happen on this day so ill shorten everything down aite?

2nd october.
practically did nothing.i think.o_o kinda forgot LOL~

3rd october.
my parents came to kl ^^
we watched mama mia together :x hee

4th october
watched Eagle Eye . IT WAS SO NICE O_O

5th october.
parents went back home :( awwww no more banks :(
watched mamamia AGAIN :D yes i loved it XD LOL

6th october
TODAY!
for now i have nothing to say for today.LOL ill post tomoro about today? LOL
anywaysssssssss..(wow i've said alot of anyways)

my timetable for Term2 is kinda screwed up so..ill be ALOT MORE busy than usual =(
no more library times T.T sobbehs

P.S

WELCOME ELENA CHIONG TO MY BLOGGEH~
MOOHAHAHAAAA.i dun have as much pictures as you la -.-
i not so free :x ( cough cough i know you very free hahaha )

Saturday

2008-09-29T09:29:00.005+08:00

well jamie's birthday was fun

LOL.

ok heres what happened

27/o9/o8

-FlashBack-

sis woke me up at 7am++

went for pan mee around 8am++

finished too early so sis dropped me at BTS(Berjaya TimeSquare) it was around 9.10am already that time.and on that day itself i forgot to change simcard so i ended up using my digi the entire day ~.~ felt so..choking...LOL

all my friends cant contact me.so mafan.samore i dunno me way around sungeiwang.so i stayed in timesquare.Lucky get to use sis fon and msg Ann before it was too late !well there was sumtin goin on in timesquare lol."Sony Skinny T- Crazy Sales" the new sony slim digicam was selling at the price range of Rm 8 till 888.Yes,it was actually on sale for 8Ringgit lol.

But obviously.these things have "TERMS & CONDITIONS APPLIED" LMao.only the first 10 can buy for Rm8. So this is how it went .

1 - 10 : Black Sony SkinnyT : Rm8
11-20 : Brown Sony SkinnyT : Rm88

21-40 : Green Sony SkinnyT : Rm188
41 - 60 : Pink Sony SkinnyT : Rm288

61 - 70 : Silver Sony SkinnyT : Rm388

and so on till 888.

Can you imagine the line there? i have the picture but its in my sis phone ill update it on. my sisters friend was in line for a night LOL.And they bought the camera for Rm788 and 888 LMAO!they in the line so long.dun tell me u wont buy? u queued for one night and say no? LOL

The FIRST owner of a Rm8 Sony SkinnyT was a girl from JOHOR who was there since THURSDAY (25/9/08) 7PM. and she CAMPED there till SATURDAY (27/9/08) lmao.

Crazy freak :x

anyways.

After the commotion. it was about..9.40 - 10am so it was time for my sis to leave anyways.

So i went to borders to read some books. lol ya me,reading

I DID READ OK!guess what i read haha

R.L.Stine - Fear Street :x i love those books lolx
never got to the end though..kinda wanna finish that book.i was about to buy it actually.but its not worth it.the price was like Rm24.90 WTF right? last time it was 9.50 then 11.50 now its like 25bucks. -.- no way i'd spend 25bucks on that LOL

i got till page 45.the title of the book was " Fear Street - The Perfect Date "

it was ok.i wanna finish it.one day ima go there and read finish.i had another fear street book beside me and i didnt even get to start reading that sob.lol,so anyways Ann msg'd me saying " hey im in ts already.meet at entrance . - 27/9/08 , 12.25pm"

so i had to put down the book sob.lol

went to meet up with Ann then walked to Sg.Wang to buy a cake for jamie and put it at GreenBox as a surprise.

It was fun

Kin Mun , Jean , Jamie , Ann , Me , Jason

The Girls - Josephy, Jean , Ann , Jamie , Me

We sang from 1.03pm till 5.40pm LOL the package was actually from 1 to 5 but cause they let us in late due to cleaning we get to sing a lil longer haha.We took D.I.Y. picture thingies after that too :D cant wait to do it again xD . We ate dinner together after that and ended up going home around 7pm-8pm. I had to sit the train back so i asked if Kin Mun can show me the way cause i dont really go Sg.Wang . He took me to HangTuah and then transit at Masjid Jamek then took me to Putra Liner then only he went back.So nice right lol. anyways my sis pick me up after that and we went for ANOTHER DINNER LMAO -.-( F.y.i, i thought the moving make me lose weight instead i friggin gained weight -.- shit lor)

Slept around 11+pm.

and this was where it gets freaky.Please believe me when i say this.I am NOT LYING neither am i making it up or joking.I woke up in the middle of the night (5am to be exact) My period came so i had to like..u noe..dun ask so much..anyways when i went back to my room..i felt a pressence with me -.- .. i actually smelt rotteneggs in my room.ONLY my room. yes i sniffed everywhere . the hall,my sisters room,outside the window.nothing.ONLY in my room there was the smell of rotten eggs. So i started thinking and feeling like.There is something there watching me. Very disturbing,Very Scary ,Very .... :/ i couldnt sleep till 7am. when i felt it was gone.due to the light of the rising sun.The smell vanished as well.I remember reading somewhere about the smell of rotteneggs. It was like a sign or something.Of something...

NO IT WAS NOT FROM FEARSTREET-.-.

Dont think i think too much -.- cause if you were there..you would've felt the same thing..the same..disturbing feeling of something watching you ..

anyways -.- lucky thats over. I'm going genting tomoro with Ann,Jason and kin Mun, and Ann's sister and the sis's friend :D. I know theres gonna be like fkin lots of people but .its not where we are what we're doing.Its the people i'm with :) i know that now :D. i dont care even if i waste 42bucks lol.I feel that im gonna have fun :) and i like being with my friends :D makes me feel like..i exist :D hee..anyways i dun wanna waste my life at home doing nothing JUST because of some friggin line !

signing out - Sheena :)

oh and .. jamie's birthday got me thinking about my 18th birthday.I'm planning on a pool party :x WAHAHAHAHAHA POOOOOLL PARRRTAAYY~ :x

OH AND MY PROBLEM WITH THE PICTURE (points left) is no longer a problem! hahaha

^^

2008-09-26T17:26:00.004+08:00

update on song i like :D
its The D.E.Y - Give you the world
they're gna be LIVE at M.O.S - Euphoria tomoro (jamie's birthday ~_~) lol

and Westlife - Us againts the world :D
its niceeeee ~ :3

movingness - busyness

2008-09-26T16:06:00.003+08:00

well its been a hell of a week.
and i thought sem breaks were suppose to be like a " BREAK "
like gimme a break -break .
nope-.-
its been busy as ever.
in my last post i forgot to mention im moving from 5th floor down to 3rd floor.
yes
finaly im moving.BUT SO ZHUN MY SEM BREAK MEHHH -.-
so sien lor.wasting my sembreak only.anyways over di lah no nid to complain~lol
on tuesday..around 3pm my sister took half day leave so we cleaned the entire place(there was renovation going on before so..yea.. she cleaned i moved.

so from 3pm-8pm i've been carrying dead weight from 5th floor to 3rd floor.my arm and legs were like KILLING ME. i felt like dying liao
so tired lor ):
well lucky its over.everything is moved down except the gas tank and the tv(that one sis friends helping,luckily lol)
yesterday the beds came! yay i got my bed! :D no more sleeping on the floor :x
eventhough i actually enjoy sleeping on the floor lolx.
well..i have nothing else to report
other than TML IS PAN MEE N CHIONG K AND BREAK DAY *and also period day-.-*! YAY IM GNA LOVE TML!
what m i gonna wear :O !

update on pic :
my friends :D

one last time?

2008-09-22T08:44:00.004+08:00

lol..erm i did say i wont wanna post anymore rite? but im like..at a moment of crisis..
its sembreak and im still in college library.
awkwardness ._.
and loneliness lol..
my exam was like on..15th and 16th..after that was like my friggin sem break..today is like 22nd liao and im still stuck in college library -.-..gonna go starbucks later with laptop to play gb..if not i dunno wat to do with me life~
anyways .. what was it i wanted to blog about? LOL..kinda forgot -.-"
Oya..
my sem2 time table is out :D
and 2people from my group kinda got sent back :x
LOL there was 16people in my group now theres only 14 left.and i think sem2..got accounts liao demmit -.-" i hate math T.T lol
no choice ba D: its in the dam course LOL..alot of new subjects in sem2.. hope i can get through it..the time table makes everyday looks busy and horrifyin lOL
sem1 was like so freeflow~ sem2 is shitty i bet sem3 would be EXTREMELYDEATHIFYING! lmao..not to takl about sem4 and 5 -.- then 6 ~_~ LOL..can die di la lmao
anyways..got a feeling im about to be single soon.. lol some people parents dont approve of a christian girl -.-" some people like buddhist girls..not like its friggin important is it?-_-" just cause of religion-.-

stupid -.-

hmm..anyways..what else was i gna say..oyea..jamie's birthday is coming up..hopefully i'll have a good time at greenbox(Sg wang) this saturday(27thsep,sat) ..
i miss singing k..so i bet its gna be a hell of a party :D
hopefully.

i feel stupid that im the only one in my batch and the other hospitality batches in the COLLEGE library . seriously im the only one here in the lab -.- no one around me,no noise,no sound, its eerie -.- and cold -.-
and im listening to "nae ge oh get ni" how depressing is that ! lol

i thought kl got more life,now i know,no money no life LOL!
im getting broke soon D:
and also if i dun lower my friggin phone bill to 100,i gotta change number again -.-" mum wanna cut off my line lol.
then change number = more mafan = more more mafan = then more mafan -.- lol..
well if i do change number,ill post it here,and ill TRY to tell a few ppl..cause i cant posibly msg all of u and say i change number right? and oso ill put in my msn.
aih..phones are so..troublesome..-.-
money especially brings the trouble -.-"
mrowr.
signin out~

- Best class rep for DH31 :D -

i wont be posting

2008-09-15T08:47:00.003+08:00

i wont be updating nimores ._. im layyzehh D:
only will update when i serrrrriously bored shitless
i do have one thing to say
Oh and im having my exams later 11.30-12.30 ENVG(Business tourism and hospitality) and 4.30-5.30 CULD 161 ( Culinary arts - Theory )

randomly :)
im SCARED SHITLESSSSSS AND REGRET IT EVER HAPPENED!!!!!
but whats the point in being afraid right? =)
whats done is done.and that is that.
-.- i really wish i aint ..
i really pray that i aint..
i really hope that i aint..
and SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY DESPERATE FOR IT NOT TO BE!!!!!

anyways heres another video upload LOL
jonas brothers - burnin up ~ :D
nick,joe and kevin are SO CUTE! :D

I PRAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I AINT GNA BE ................ !!!!!!!

Im the BEST DAMN THING that your eyes ever seen

2008-09-02T10:28:00.000+08:00

do you see a resemblance to my blog?= = sooooo pink and black ~_~
anyways.. i lazy post liao :3

haru haru

2008-08-19T17:44:00.001+08:00

very niceeeeee!

PASTRY CLASS!

2008-08-19T09:52:00.002+08:00

It assessment 02- Complete!

Yesterday got pastry class :D

i lazy write so much

got class,exam postponed to wednesday,i cut my finger with knife ~_~

and this is the result!

i lazy type so much ,pictures tell it all LOL

car exploded

2008-08-13T13:00:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the "DELAY" in my postings
alot of assignments to do and alot of crap to deal with
going to the high5 bread factory on the 23rd august(Saturday) lmao.forced to go and forced to pay rm24!! broke broke broke

anyways the main reason i wanted to blog was cause of YESTERDAY
12/08/08 Tuesday

Very unforgetable day lol.
Yesterday ,i had class in the morning and afternoon,10-1 and 3-5
Nothing happened in the morning,what was interesting was during the afternoon
I Had an exam on RDOD(Room Division stuffs) i didnt really study but i tried to lol.
When i was about to be tested,*RINGGGGGGGGGGGG* the Fire alarm rung,and my lecturer was like " hah? fire ah? " lol it was funny
then my friend jason ran out to the lift to see if it was real and was people really leaving,
we saw a BOMBA truck outside the window and the lecturer let us all go,so the exam was postponed! weeeeee
budden i was separated from my friends cuz too much people,and Ann left first anyways lol.
So i met up with my sister and stood with her and her workmates for awhile.Till they made an announcement that a CAR caught on FIRE in the basement ( P3 ) and that the workers are allowed to go back in(up) the building but not allowed to go DOWN.
So i left and went to find my other friends , Jason and Josephy still in college .
Jason cant leave cause his car parked in the basement,so did Winnie and chee siong (other group members)
So we all gathered around and started joking and stuff.
Then Jason had a phone call.
He rushed over to me and asked " WHERES THE SECURITY ROOM? "
i was like O_O WAT WAT WAT?? err COME COME I THINK I NOE @@ LOL
on the way there he explained The guy called me and said my car caught on fire!
i was like WHATTT
(When we all gathered around and made jokes,i was joking about maybe it was jasons car =.= cause he had been very "SUAY" lately,due to ,kena saman for 1day late rotek(dno spelling) then tayar pancat,then kena robbed,then bang other ppl car,bang his own car,SAMORE HIS BIRTHDAY WAS 08 08 08 !-.-)
anyways,we rushed over to the security room and only Jason was the car owner so only he can go in.we all waited outside lor.after that he came out and said "My car caught on fire and exploded." i felt so bad -.- cause i was joking about it may be his car =.= and it now is his car.and its KABOOM ._.
mellie said "COOL!" =.= lol..

my deeeeeepest condolences for his car *shy face*

*Pictures will be uploaded as soon as i get them ~_~*

*And P/S I MADE THE FARKING MALAY GURL I HATE CRY WEEEEEEE *

Choux Chantilly !

2008-07-31T08:11:00.006+08:00

havent blog since my pastry class ! lol..was lazy to.but since i nothign to do now so ill post LOL!
wanna see the pastry i baked that day??

SO CUTE RITE!! heheeee.. this is jsut before it went in the oven..i didnt take a picture of it AFTER T.T

sob..~

nvm later ill be cooking again i got kitchen class later xD and tml :x

ill be watching mummy! tml and having orientation night tml too..without my sister around i think ill feel lonely :/..

was thinking about that last night..5days without her..4nights alone..kinda makes you think huh..lol

anyways ..

my hand still bruised ! T.T

oh oh and this was the other day in genting when i was at the concert !

Winnie Hsin concert. The one who sing "Wei Dao" lol..

kinda blurry huh ~_~ blame it on lousy phones :x LOL

do do do you?

2008-07-28T08:31:00.002+08:00

didnt on for a few days due to the NO INTERNET at home thing.
anyways.
heres all the info on the night of the clubbin

went out around 8+ for korean food with my sister and her friends,after that around 9+ sis left me at sunwaypyramid to meet up with ann ,josephy,jason and ann's friends.
Ann keep complaining say she hungry so we ma go eat lor..went to kim gary to makan and make jokes haha.after that go gather around KOUKOUBUHnANA! and discussed about entrance fee and how we gna pay or how many bottle we want n stuff la..and also waitin for anns other friends.
After waiting u noe how long it was ? it was already 11.35pm
i had to go back by 1. no one knew that of course ha..
but i managed to get back 1+ ill tell you why now.
we discussed and finally agreed to open 2 bottle.cause 1bottle only valid for 4 people,we have 8 ppl,4guys 4girls.So 2bottles it is.Guess how much?
Rm 575
We all chip in,i chipped rm100 T_T heart so pain.The others nvr brought much money -.- they only bring rm50.so end up not enuf money,so josephy and jason went to atm and redrew money lol.
so.. we went in around 11.50 (almost midnight anyways)
First time i danced like mad macam baru let out from prison lidat hahaha.
i was like " FREEEE DOMMMMMMMMM" hahhaa..
now body aching -.-
Anyways,the reason i got back early was cause josephy had problems with bf and she was abit drunk so we had to bring her back,but she was suppose to stay at bf house,but problems rite..so..
she ended up at my place. @@
she left in the morning.
i got so many bruises on my hand !!!!!
i no cable now i cant transfer the picture of my hand to the comp.Ill try to add it in tml.
now in school.later taking injection for thypoid.lol
anyways ..i m addicted to danity kanes song Damaged @@
its so in my mind ! haha

Freezing ~

2008-07-25T16:35:00.002+08:00

AMY !! im addicted to your blog song !! YOUR FAULT! lol
its niceeeeeee ~ soothing ~ :3
mwahahaha schteal from you :x

anyways im in the library FREEZING MY ASS OFF! i feel like im in winter wonderland without snow ya know LOL!.but anyways
IM GOING CLUBBING TONIGHT :D and im not yet 18 LOL!~
hope no tiok check lor ~_~
if tio then i suay
but the real reason i wanna go is cause i wanna release tension LOL
stress and all the crap.i wanna leave it all behind and focus on my work!
*Chu* :x you know who its for :3 hehee
anyways
I GOT LIKE.......4 presentations to be done!?!?
1 ) Geography presentation,Topic : Ethnic groups of South america! -.-
2 ) IT presentation and Website designing,Topic : My college,TCHT
3 ) FBSD presentation,Topic : Middle East Cuisine (ARAB FOOD/HALAL/NO PORK!!!!!!)
4 ) RDOD presentation,Topic : Professional Communication

THATS so WT F OK?
i didnt date down the submission dates yet but i got like ..6weeks max for ALL of those to be completed -.-"can die die die liao T_T i dont know how to do all of them T_T. ahhhh :(
samore nid add another one soon due to Front Office oso nid presentation ~_~ .
RDO is Room Devision Operations,FBSD u all should know ba,Food and Beverage Section lol.
IT is obvious.
T_T emo emo emo emo
RELEASE STRESS TONIGHT AHHH! mrawr

i will always remember you.for you are here.in my heart.and that will never change =) *Chu .saranghae

boku rashiku

2008-07-23T14:05:00.003+08:00

the title states, like myself or, being myself ^^
i skipped yesterdays boring class,i know nothing would happen,no attendance would be taken,so i skipped it LOL!anyways,not just me skip my sis oso faked Mc and didnt go work haha.We cleaned the house together lorr after that rewarded ourselves with pan mee! haha
then got home and watched movies and slept ._. kinda boring day if no college huh..
in college oso boring wan lah.like today!
so sien.. come college meet up wif tieca ,then i start having menstrual cramps ..then class comenced at 8.10 lidat..after that went for breakfast?Lol it was 10-11 la.now 2pm jor.nvr eat LOL! later got 3pm class.sucks! after that nid come up library again! so ill re post this later ok :D
im chatting alot wif han these days o.o remininceeeee lolx
anywayssssss..err.. thats kinda it.. and
i think atashi no neechan ne..atashi blog aru nokoto ga wakaru -.- dou suru mo wakahen.dakara neh..nihon ga atashi no plan da :3.aitsu wakahen dakara !

A very very Dark Night

2008-07-21T17:42:00.002+08:00

lmao.. as the title said it, i watched dark night last night LOL
and..justn ow - -(Yes..twice..practically can say i watch,then slp,then wake up,and watch again)
-.- i find it sooooo waste of money lol.anyways..i cant gb anymore and i cnat online as often anymore(only when im at school which is..err..every weekday LOL)
Lax babes,im still gna be here,just when im here..ill be busy k lol
i might be going KouKouBuhNana(CoCo Banana) this friday night for clubbing lol.not sure yet if im allowed or not .never asked my sis yet.heh.
niwaysss..i feel like thats all i wanna say LOL.Oh and i had the whole ex bf phase thing.Kinda added my ex bf in facebook recently and remininced -.-" dont know why.lol
anyways..not important..heh..
erm..=.= nth else ..

OMG

2008-07-20T14:20:00.002+08:00

danggggggggggggggggg !! after so long i only realised.I MISSED 2008 BON ODORI T_T
it was on 12th of july T_T
I MISSED ITTTTTTTTTT MRAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!
=.=
anyways..

Yesterday.hmm.. woke up around 10+..bathed..slacked..went out at 11-12 to eat
Ooooh it was niceee,guess what i ate!
"Ak tui mee " thats hokkien for Duck drumstick noodles LOL..well its some kind of herbalish soup with duck drumstick :3 it was yummyy,wish i can have it again haha.
After that went to cousin house randomly to kehpoh(kp) lol.ended up watching a movie on StarMovies with cousin and went home after that.
Didnt go out for the rest of the day liao.oh wait got.Lol.
After that we didnt go home yet :x my bad.. lol
went for pan mee :X at 3pm LOL!
pan meeeeeee*Harts x3* Lol
after pan mee then oni home :x
then i cook spagetthi to let it overnight so it taste better today LOL.
Today eat the spagetthi i cooked ytd :3
weee
tonight watch dark night ! with cousins LOL.
well thats it o-o
i wanted to blog only cause i wanna say

I MISSeD BON ODORI 2008 !!!!!!!!!! T_T *Emo

Oh Happy Day

2008-07-17T16:58:00.002+08:00

Woke up early as usual,except this morning i had an accident :S
dont wanna talk about it -.-
Gotta wear my stupid serving uniform today and tml cuz missjasmine wants us to T_T
i look so..BARRELLISHHH in it -.-
seriously i do
it was like..my boobs even flattened D: due to the puffiness of the clothes!
Needa wear em again tml mannnnnnn -.-
ARGH!
Well Met up with Ong in the morning again,he's as early as me man!
We went to the library together and i left after awhile cause jamie was alone in the lounge.Then slowly people started coming lol..its like our gathering place or sumting haha
Jean came first,then yixin then ann then josephy and tieca..then it was like woo haha..after that we went to change ,4 of us(Tieca,me,jamie,jojo) in the same changing room changing LOL.
We laughed cause all of us look so stupid lmao.
We were late for Miss Jasmine's class cause we couldnt find where it was,but eventually found it la.(I THINK MY PHONE BILL GNA EXPLODE!or make my mum explode ~_~)
anyways,after the class,we went to change and had bubble tea,and lunch
then my eyes suddenly turned RED,yes it turned RED it was itching and i felt like it was..bigger than the other side -.- lol
But not to talk about me cause at the same time tieca was having a panic attack and we sent her to the clinic and surprisingly the doctor said she has to be urgently admitted to the hospital,so me and jojo was RUNNING AROUND looking for transport and ended up finding it but dunnid it anymore cause,when we wnet back,she was already fine
Not for long la..haha
After that we got FBS(Food&Beverage Service or section i not sure)and the lecturer was an INDIAN MAN,so u imagine him talking to us,we all laughing sia haha.
Kesian him oso la,then suddenlyyyyyyyyyyy tieca was having her panic attack again.
We all were like..O_O lidat la =.=
anywayssssssssssssss it ended in awhile and she's fine now.
After that jojo noticed she misplaced her files so i went around with her to find it,and she helped me find my id card too hehe.and i foundddddd ittttt :3
happy day hehe.
I went to the lost and found department and found my id card! now i can go in the library! And this time i dunnid use Ong's id card!! haha

pain

2008-07-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

hmm.. today.. same thing la..6am lol
class at 8am,IT class
After that had english class but im exempted,so i dunnid go mwahahaha
i end up in the library with Ong instead LOL.
We were playing rs (Rune Scape) LMAOOO
the only game(and viwawa) that can be played so far in the school hahaha..
Im still trying to find games that dont need installations lol
kinda hard since there aint many..:/ nowadays more and moe BIGBIG files for games lol.
Anyways ,caught up with josephy,jamie,tieca and bryan(not you babes) for lunch and went to play pool
YAY I LEARNED HOW TO POOOOOOOOL !! haha
i was overjoyed when i kinda hit my First ball into the hole XD.
Sounds wrong LOL!
but anyways,after that we went to geography class,we were major early
Ann and Jean came along after that and we kinda camwhored in the class LOL.
After the camwhoring,i kinda noticed something,My classmates,are very rich -.-
I feel poor around them = = LOL!
Anyways,i feel like growing my hair back and leaving it long haha
Got a feeling it will make me look cuter :x mwahahahaha
anyways..today we got our Uniforms and we gotta wear em tml
THE PANTS IS SO FLUFFY,IT MAKES ME LOOK LIKE SOME PENGUIN -.-
SO FARGLEE OK!!
=.= hidious fag D: lol
i dun like it ~_~ nor the vest ,nor the white shirt
i only like the shoes and the knife set :x keke
Anyways,tml got miss jasmine's class,cant wait !

FUCKED UP

2008-07-15T22:35:00.002+08:00

ITS THE FUCKING THIRD DAY OF CLASS,AND I FUCKED IT UP.
I LOST MY FUCKING RM25(remake) STUDENT I/D CARD.
AND BY MAKING IT WORSE MY SISTER WAS LIKE
"aiyo..your third day oni lo..samre your class rep lo..how ah??..really dun have o..sei lo.."
AS IF I DUN FEEL AS HORRIBLE ALREADY?
AS IF I DUNNO IM CLASS REP AND ITS THE FUCKING 3RD DAY OF CLASS AND I LOST MY STUDENT ID CARD.
KNS LA OK
MAKE THE MOOD WORSE.
THEN NOT JUST THAT ,THE STUPID FUCKING LABTOP THING KEEP HIGHLIGHTING EVERYTHING AND MAKING ME TYPE AND DELETING WHAT I WROTE BEFORE.FUCK LAAAAAAAAAAAA
TODAY SUPPOSE TO BE NICE.FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCK
F
U
C
K

PRACTICALLY I CALL TODAY FUCKED UP DAY.EVENTOU IT WASNT SUPPOSE TO BE ONE.

weee

2008-07-14T08:34:00.002+08:00

Hmm..Yesterday..woke up at 9am..slacked a lil till 10am..then went to 1U(1Utama)
Bought my work clothes( Formal clothing ) ~_~ then went for lunch
after that kinda walked around for my shoes and slacked in the mall LOL.
Then had 2 movies to watch, Get Smart and Made of Honour.
Get Smart was at 2.30pm and M-O-H was at 4.30
Get smart came out longgg ago,i know, but my cousin recomended i watch lol so i did lor..
But it aint really as nice..or funny..it was OKAY but that was it..i cant say anything else about it lol.
After get smart finished it was ZHUN ZHUN 4.30,me and my sister rannnnnnnnnnn like mad lolx but we know we still had time la haha,we just sorta did it for fun. xD
then after we got in,we watched,we cried,we laughed,it was nice
i enjoyed watching M-O-H.SO touching lorr ..

Anyways,After that we got home and cooked dinner ( Stir fried Cabbage, and fried chicken with plain white rice) LOL.
It was plain but i enjoyed it.
After that we watched some movies and waited till 11pm,she had to fetch our housemate from the airport,so i was on the fon wif my new best friend Edwin LOL,he's so ghey its funny.
Then sis came back and she forgot bring up her phone -.-
i had to RUN DOWN 5 floors,and come up 5 floors =.= just for ONE phone =.="
did it cuz i felt..sumting la.. lol

Now im in the school library, cause i woke up at 6am to avoid jam and no parking space LOL.
My class is at 11.15pm,i dont know what to do now LOL!
cant believe im blogging in school.
Feels so awkward haha

Remorse Anger

2008-07-12T16:38:00.002+08:00

Ok this is what im feeling right now this second this moment of my life.
Anger.
Regret.
Stupidity of my own.

This is the reason why.You gotta read the entire thing,to find out,why im angry,regretting,and feeling stupid.
Enjoy.

Well today i woke up at 5am ._. yes
saturday.5am.pan mee.
LOL
Well i woke up that early cause my sister needs to fetch housemate to airport,so i need to go along as we eating pan mee after that lmao.
After pan mee it was already 7.45am i think o-o ..i had slight tummy issues and fell asleep on the couch after that
Woke back up at 10.20am cause sister woke me up -.-
She wanted to borrow my pens for her exam( LMAO SHE GOT EXAM .)
She left after that and i did the laundry,cleaned the room,and played some gunbound(i couldnt quit after all :( )
After gunbound it was already 2+
I was feeling hungry and bored already so i asked fish to go out with me for karaoke session and movies and lunch.
She said ok,and i sms my sis tell her that im going out.
She asked me wher m i going and why am i going,and said she wants me back at 4,so i was feeling kinda lazy go out if she wan me back at 4 to eat wif her.So i didnt have the mood to go out adi..samore its a saturday and parking is horrible-.- wan eat oso nid wait -.- eat oso expensive -.-
rather be at home eat noodles.
I sms and told fish,i cant go out adi,sis wan me home at 4.She was like " Anything la,come now ,i on my way down liao."
i was like,wtf la u..can u think of others beside yourself and your stupid FANTASY/DREAM with the so called fucking twins??
I felt stupid that i went out anyways -.-
I went to pick her up and had to make a huge round cause of her.And then nid go in for parking and make big big rounds and go up and down and paid 3bucks for NO parking.
She then say "i told youu" When she didnt even fucking tell me anything.Then we went outside to find parking eventou i was feeling like " can i just fetch u back and call it a day?" but obviously i cant say that rite -.- i feel that im too nice.Fuck.
We parked waaaaaay far,cause there was no parking and she kept asking me park in illegal spots,im still a P(Percubaan) and it isnt even my car,and i dun wan my sis get in trouble just cause of me,so i go park far far lor.
While walking she was like " See i told you there can park wan..they open it up on weekends for people to park"
The parking space she asked me to park at was for BUSES OR i can pay rm8 for that parking spot -.- which is so not worth it la.
I finaly cant stand her anymore.What best friend keep telling you off and making u feel worser and says " I TOLD YOU ".A true friend is one who makes me feel better not worser.Fish,you officially suck and im never going out with you again. =) Once bitten,Twice shy.
Anyways i got home at 4.10pm,im now home its 4.48pm
Sister isnt even home yet,but she knows.
Ugh,i wish i have someone who i can talk to and someone who isnt a BITCH.
I need a best friend.even tou im now in college,i dont think i can get one easily..
It makes it harder cause,I,ME,Sheena,AM/Is The best friend.I'm the one who dont say "OMG thats so ugly on you" or "I TOLD YOU that you cant rite?" or "Why you like stupid things like that wan?"
I'm the one,who smiles and says "Its nice on you,but you think you really need it?is it really worth it?" or " If now cannot,try again later lor.. You'll get a hang of it eventually" or " Its cute,but now ..it doesnt suit our age,Not anymore*grins*"
haiz..why cant there be anyone like me T_T

Class Rep

2008-07-12T10:37:00.002+08:00

After standing for 5hours in the kitchen with Chef Shaari,
I was nominated class rep -.-
For those who dont know what is class rep,its like class monitor,a k a,teacher's pet/dog
T_T
helppp

its a saturday and im at home -.- so wrong rite?
im going out later meet up wif sec sch friend,long time no see her,meeting her in sunway haha
aiyo i dno wat else to write for now
other than im bored im bored im bored im boreddddddddddddddd!!

dizzy

2008-07-10T14:52:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 6 am as usual today..Tml gna do the same too..for 4 straight days i've been sleeping so late and waking up so early..My head kinda heavy,eyes so blurry,i dun feel like myself.

Got to sch around 7.10am ..usual =.=..
had breakfast with my sister and her friends..then had a slight tummy ache..
met up with jamie,josephine and anne(she's in another group,she's fun :) )
Went into the hall with them around 9.10am ..then the team building started
We had to play games and do activities,the first one was to arrange ourselves (not just me jamie and anne la,the entire batch 31 was in the hall) by our birthdates,i was november 24th so i was kinda at the back of the line with december babies and nov babies lol.
Then we were sorted into groups again.lol..this 1 just tempo for the activity,lol
I was in group 2 with 15 other people,and i was the leader(Self nominatedLOL!)well in the morning i WAS hyper.. you'll find out why im so emo and down and like wanna die lidat now..
First game was to snatch balls from the centre of the hall thats in a hula hoop,there were 6groups,all have their own hula hoop.
We were suppose to steal balls from the centre,and from other people,we didnt win,but we were 1st runner up lolx..Not bad guys, we did good :) thanks all for kinda co-responding with me ,i know i kinda suck at being a leader,but i wanna try lol..I Was in the mood for that..i guess now..not anymoer :( i cant speak my mind anymore..i dunno why aih..
Anyways,After that game we had to do this..err.."Form a Machine" kinda thing
like all of us in 1 group must form a machine and act it out,not telling people wat it is,and making them guess
Our group did airplane,it was kinda funny cuz we broke off half way(Plane broke into half haha)
Guess our teamwork aint good enuf ~_~ shudve done a train!..haih
Then after that.. you cant IMAGINE what they made us do..
"TRUST"
We basically have to be carried by our group members and passed thru a hula hoop thats kinda hanging on a rope.
I ran away from it at first,i went to find senior,he was having lunch so i went up to kpkp abit..
Then they eat finish adi actually so i had to go back down not long later..
The guys in the hall sorta HOORRRRRRRRRRRR at me cuz i skipped it lol..
They point fingers at me when the guy incharge asked who didnt do yet
I got forced -.- thru the hoop-.-
and after that i think i changed ba..
like after pass the hoop my activeness passed to other ppl or sumting -.-"
after that i just took my id,and run off to find senior at 7th floor,they were playing pool..
so..i was just sitting there..getting emo-er and emo-er due to the darkness i guess..
aih..I dunno whats wrong with me la..
After that met up with irene along the way and kinda followed her halfway till she gtg,
And here i am,at home,having headaches,blurry sights,and emoing ways
Even Irene said im not hyper today..
aih..Whats wrong with me :(

-Help..me..-

grouping day

2008-07-09T17:47:00.002+08:00

well.. lets say today didnt started that well either
i had nasi lemak for breakfast and i had a stomach ache later on
kept calling senior but he didnt pick up (it was 8.30) he had class at 8.30 lol so i tot he woke up already = =
my briefing started at 9am so i went in the hall with Irene and my cousin,obviously my cousin went into his hall and me into mine lol.
Wasted 3hours inside listening to 3lecturers/staff talk crap
one was about SURVIVING in COLLEGE,another was about TAKING NOTES,and the last one was about the library which isnt a bad thing cuz i wanna noe more about the library
after that it was briefing session for the international students ,so the malaysians all left the room haha.
I met up wif senior for awhile(it was 10-11am already)
he had french class at 11am so we didnt get to talk long,
he explained the morning class at 8 was English class,and he didnt wanna go cuz he got drunk last night wif his housemate lol.
Dennnn he left lor..i sien lorr..i alone there like sohai lorrr
cuz Irene is from indon so she's considered international LOL.
Then my cousin found me while i was on the phone sitting down somewhere just feeeeeling the breeeze lol.
Met up with Irene later on and had lunch :)
didnt really consider that as lunch -.-
i had 1/4 of the porridge that i bought.Found it tasteless and .... idont like it LOL
Laughed at some jokes,waited till 1.30pm to go back inside.
we went back inside at 12 cuz outside super hot,so we went inside for aircon hehehehe
sit in hall make up jokes,listen to ppl talk,laugh at them LOL basically what i'd do LMAO.
After that the Group sorting session began D:
scaaareeeh
i was in the first group :x
[ F . Y . I ]
We are grouped on how we score in the English Placement Test.
And i happen to be in Group ONE :D

*Back to the point*
im in the first group of Batch BH-31,while Irene is in group4 T_T
emo,i lost my bestie LOL.
When we were all sorted,we had to sit wif our group ppl and meet wif our group mentor.
My group mentor is super nice
her name is Miss Jasmine.Thats all i know LOL.
Anyways,my group is like..15pax,and only 6 are guys,LOL!
To name themm if i can remember..
Amanda,Lim,Winnie,Josephine,Jamie,Ye(i like this name LOOL),ah yong,C,ong,kevin,aini,bryan(yea babes theres a chindian named after you LOL,he's short ahahahaha and he looks malay LOL!) cant really remember the rest -.- when i know em ill post LOL
that is SOME of them la,but i tink ill be closer to josephine,she's more..my type LOL!
but she speak mandarin..not bad english but still..she not banana (sad)LOL
Jamie is nice too but she already has her clique.lol.
After the grouping touring and exchanging phone numbers with the girls
I met up with senior :D
he was waiting for david to finish class so they can go back together(they are housemates)
after not long -.- my cousin call say he done ,he was my ride home,so i had to go cari(find) him.
and now im home ,with a stupid stupid time table,
AND I HAVE CLASS ON FRIDAY!-.-
ARGH!!

THE DAY!

2008-07-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

:D
had a great day today?
i woke at 6.10am,took a shower,got dressed
it rained super heavy that made me MORE sleepy and drowsy
got to college at 7.10am (-.- major early)
gotta do it again tomoro
i tot orientation was a ONE DAY thing.
mana tahu its THREE DANG DAYS
obviously i was shocked,no choice wad
Met up wif my cousin(Ivan),went to the MPH(Not the book store,its Multi-Purpose Hall) hall ,found out we aint in the same hall,so didnt really spend time wif muh cous.
After 2 speech and 1test(yes,i had a test during orientation.The English Placement test,OMG i tell you,i have not had a test in 8months suddenly POOF!,lol)
Tml i get the results to the test and get separated into groups(there will be 6)
I met some friends,to name em so i wont forget,apple,sheri(yea,another sheri-.- just wat i need),Irene,Chap(its CHUH-AP),a guy whom i think is jason or jackson i couldnt hear well due to his -.- ultra super the LOW volume voice lol.
After that it was already 12pm or was it 1pm forgot lah time flew by today as if it was super fast.
Had lunch with my sister and cousin,went slacking with my senior(Chris) and his friends,Melvin and David.They were nice :D, i need to learn some indon lingo if i wanna hang wif them,or shall i say,ill be learning some indon lingo by hanging with them LOL!
And i think i got my new best friend,I THINK~ lol
i was checking out all the girls in the class and was looking for MY NEW BFF!
and i FOUNDDDD HERR
Her name is Irene~ she's 20,she's indonese LOL!
I so nida learn from her ! haha. Ill be seein her tomoro and hope we get sorted into the same group,if not ,:( need make new bestie
but today,i think i made a good first impression to people,i keep talking to them,smiling,being super duper friendly,and i SMILED TILL MY MOUTH HURTS! lol
Hope tml is another great day :)
I actually tot today would suck due to the morning rain,but actually it was a good sign instead of a bad one haha.
Met friends,Had a great time,Got to meet me seniors,:D I'M Luvin it LOL
Ill update about tml soon :X
lol

THE DAY I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR

2008-07-07T21:10:00.002+08:00

FINALY
for MONTHS and seriously BORING MONTHS
i've been waiting for THIS DAY
o8/o7/o8 (June 8th 2008)
ITS FINALY HEREE
and i'm so haaaaappyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
xD
i scared i cant sleep tonight ..
doubt that, my eyes hurt like mad from crying through the entire day
NOTHING SAD HAPPEN THIS TIME OKAYYY..
i was crying cuz i was watching korean drama LOL
i was boredddddddd,can you blame me? lolx
FINALYY its NIGHT time
TOMOROOOOOOOOO is like HOURS AWAY
its like its IN MY HANDD!!
owh HAPPY DAY~ (you can hear me singing it)
lol .
but im sorta nervous too !
its the DAY of my LIFE !!
ill blog about it when its over k
i just wanna say
TML! LOL
ok sleepy sleepy time
gnites :X

My yesterday

2008-07-06T12:58:00.002+08:00

hmm..as the title said it..
my yesterday..
i dont know how to say it..i guess it was..nice :)
had lunch,a hair cut,visit grannie,watched movies..
feel like im closer to my baby :3 hehe
he does those alot -.- (no offence baby :X)

after july 20th i wont be able to online anymore.. :/
baby ill miss you
but sometimes if you see me on,its me in CC
and i wont be alone.. dont be jel
chu*
misss youuu

MY NEW HAIR!

2008-07-05T18:50:00.001+08:00

i dyed it black
and styled it
and VUALAA~

took it with webcam ~_~
lol
the side is very nice

the back is uber short
its suppose to be punki style ish
lol
i chosed it myself ok!
dont criticise me !! ~
i like it :3
it makes me uber kawaii than i already am L O L!

2008-07-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

how to save a life

2008-07-04T12:59:00.003+08:00

i finaly understand more about my kor so i dont really appose those 2 anymore LOL
they were MADE for each other.LMAO
so yea.. im over it xD thanks to RIN JIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (harts x3)

im currently addicted to
The Fray - How to save a life
the chorus is so addicting D:

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

and so meaningfull ~_~ lol .. its nice
i was on the phone with my senior last night and he told me that during trainings (1st year 2months training,2nd year 3months training) i can actually post for somewhere NOT in malaysia. Means i get to go awayyyyyyy from malaysiaaaaa even if it is for 2-3months LOL
babyyyyyyyy if thats allowed ima find u :3 mwahahaha ^^

ahhhhhhhhh college is starting sooooooooon !! xD A WHOLE SCHOOL OF BANANAS UNITING AND WAITING FOR ME O_O LOOOOL! :X
ahh This is the story of a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world,but you absolutely gotta love her when she smiles :D
I hAVE NOTHING TO WRITE ANYMORE SO SCREW ME AITE ! LOL
ok ill continue when i DO have something to write -.-

OH OH IM DYING MY HAIR TONITEEEEEE
NO MORE GOLDIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE T_T
back to BORING DARK DARK BROWN T_T (Emo) i took a picture of my hair to remind me LOL
T_T ima miss ittttt sooooooo muchiessssss

a new post

2008-07-02T00:31:00.002+08:00

i just got dumped blocked and deleted in one day.
wow?
dont think so much guys
its just my gunbound relationship which doesnt mean that much to me lol
you see,what happened was..
he was talking about love and i was kinda..speechless cause iseriously dont know what to say to him
so i was like.. ":S" and said i cant love you
then he was like,cant??
i replied yea,i cant.im loyal to my bf.
then he was like , you got a bf??????
ohhhh..! why didnt you say soooo !!
then he was like dun worry dun worry
and after awhile my buddy decreased one.
i tried to look for his ign, it was no longer there,and there was a blank in my buddy.
in msn he deleted n blocked me too.
i bet he's gna do the same in friendster and facebook.
how can someone take a game relationship seriously?
i did long ago,but not anymore.

baby..what im feeling for you..
is real..and i dont want to lose it..
im afraid of losing you..
your all i got left..
i dont have mellie anymore..
i dont have anyone to talk to..
before i sleep at night..there is always someone i nid to talk to..someone i nid to sms or someone i nid to bother..
there isnt one anymore if you go..
everynight..i think of you..think of how much i need you.. how much i miss you..
and i cant sleep cause of that sometimes..
thats why i drown myself in gb.
hiding away what my thoughts will lead me to..
but soon i wont have gb..ill have lots of hw..and lots of assignments and friends asking me out
and im afraid your not gna be apart of it..im afraid..
baby..
tonight i was dumped and felt numbed
and i got your message saying you cant get to talk to me often anymore?
it made me cry.
i still am..
i dont know..how to keep us together..
i feel further away from you..than i already am..
baby come back to me..

Going totally RANDOM :)

2008-07-01T21:10:00.002+08:00

ok ima go totally random on this
it aint about me
its just about what i know
just thought i ota tell you guys lmao.
how do i start.. hmm..
well if any of you guys read chinese news paper , you might know
but if those that didnt hear about it here goes
just the other night
i think friday night if im not wrong..or was it saturday (thats..27th or 28th june)
My dad was at a wedding,his friends daughters wedding.
The husband to that bride happened to have dated a girl for 8 years and i think didnt dump her lor
then on that night,the girl (not the bride) OBVIOUSLY heart ache ritee
went out wif her 2 gal pals to go drinking n stuff
the heart ache girl is 26years old,the other 2 is 20 and 21 i think.
well all 3 of them ended up drunk,but the 26year old was obviously drunk-er
so she didnt drive,one of the 2 did.
DRASTIC accident after that.
the 21 year old and the 20 year old died in an accident.
the 26year old is now in the hospital right opposite the bed my grandmother was in -.-
she broke her spinal cord.she cant speak,she sorta got amnesia and she's like..bed-ridden..she's uber pretty..uber uber pretty.long long hair.fair fair skin.super pretty.
just because of a man,that happened to her :/
kinda unfair isnt it.
that jerk !
~_~ tats all i wanted to tell lol
kinda kesian her..she even has 2 nuts screwed in her head due to her head injury.
you can see the nuts-.- its like right...erm well its near the ear ..

random :x

2008-07-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

just felt like blogging eventou there aint much to talk about EXCEPT HOW MUCH SHE'S GETTING ON MY NERVESSSSSSS
UGH!
ps i feel bitchy so i nida let it out
this blog is for me to let it out
IF YOU ALL BUAY SONG,DONT READ LA !
niways
SHERRI ,A.k.A THE BITCH
is a total slut
not me say,is paul(Her ex bf)
she told him she was a slut,and isnt anymore.
WHO CAN BELIEVE THAT?what does she take us for,some dumbasses who got peabrains?
you cant turn away from a dark side just like that,
its like Smoking,once you start,how you gonna stop?
its possible but its gna be HARD
the way she acts and dresses,come on la,one look, SLUT!
ugh i cant believe im blogging about her.-.-
If she dare play with any other one of my friends
i swear ill slap her in the face and tell her to fk off.

anyways , enough about her
more about me,besides this is MY blog,its suppose to be about MOI!
i love my baby :x
thats all i wanna say LOL
babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ together forever ^^

Betrayal leads to hurt

2008-06-30T14:10:00.003+08:00

i stayed up till 5am last night can you believe?
i watched spain vs germany LOOL and i watched spain win LMAO
im not a football fan,lax -.-
niways its not CAUSE of football i was awake
kor is back at home town,he today do alot of crap then went to cc online gb samore
he kept calling sherri baby baby baby
make my hair stand
WHY DOESNT HE KNOWWWWWWWW
she's just despo for someone and is using himmmmmm
she herself SAID to MY FACE
"I'll never date anyone like them."
w t f?
ONE WORD ,B i t c h !
Ugh i hate her
THE ONE WHO ENDS UP HURT ,isnt HER..
thats the thing im so angry about
end up my kor get hurt
he's tired he still play gb.
He's in pain but she DOESNT seem to CARE at all.
She's just TOYING with other peoples affection
me and senpai were talking about it whole night last night
thats why i could stay up till 5am
senpai support spain so he watched fb oso la lOL
we were saaying its becuz of her boobehs that got my kor HYPNOTIZED
i call it "Boobified"
LOL
*her boobs are bigger than mine*
so you get the point
LOL
UGH I CANT STAND HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
im going to watch wanted later
back around evening

love babes!! IM NOT LIKE HERRR
IM NTO A BITCHHH ,well i am but NOT THAT KIND
lol
im BITCHY but im not A BITCH lol
baby love love :x hehe

oh yea and i bought black skinny jeans ytd WEEEE LMAO~

Unseen tears

2008-06-28T21:21:00.003+08:00

i cried again last night.

wanna know why ?

woohoo im blogging again D:
Dont get it wrong its not that i really want to (baby dont gimme that face lol)
I've been thinking alot about nu er ..
today was suppose to be the day we were waiting for so long..HanadanFinal out today (for those who dont know what is that,go search Hana Yori Dango[Boys over flowers] Final )
Its OUR Thing..i miss her..
she was like a best friend
someone i can talk to
Can you believe it? for my 18years
i DONT have a best friend,a gal pal,someone who's always gonna be there with me..
someone who'll stick around till the ends of the earth.. \:
i want one..badly
i feel left out
i feel..alone
i feel..that i am left out and alone
Whenver theres something going on,im never there for it.
Whenever i want something to go on,and when im THERe for it,THERE IS NO IT!
haiz.
Like last year..
After SPM,my friends went on the trip to genting-kl ,i couldnt join in cause i had no partner to sit with me in the bus.
So i was left out.Never got to go to the cosplay,Never got to go see THE EYE of malaysia with my friends.
Never had the feeling of sleeping over with mah friends with NO ADULTS around.
eventou im 18..i dont feel it
My gb frens keep going out lor.. like the other day they went clubbing..then
last night sherri kor n bao went to cc :\
and i..
i felt horrible
i dont know why i suddenly felt like killing sherri
She's the one who's always bringing them out
She's the one who keep asking them to go out
JUST cause she broke up with her bf and she cant get over it and doesnt wanna stay home.
I HATE HER.
not that much but.yea i do
Kor even asked me why i dont talk to her anymore.
I CANT STAND talking to her.
I CANT STAND seeing her online
I CANT STAND HER.
Hope no one tells her.
No one knows i hate her cause i dont say shit in her face.
She's that type of girl who doesnt care what people think.Like "Sowhat if she hates me,hate me ma hate me lor."
-.-"
i hate that about her.
No offence..
ahh ..boredom
Im dying here at home
i wanna go back to kl.. i wanna join in the things i always miss out in..
ill be back in kl on the 7th ,thats like one day before my orientation..
my sister la..nex weekend only wanna come back n visit ahma
haiz.
suay suay,kor free TILL 7th,then he's working already
and thats the main purpose why im freaking LEFT OUT.
tml going shopping for my School formal clothes.
ugh can u imagine me in suits?
lol
ill post up a picture to show u once im fully in one in school hah.
I CANT WAIT FOR COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT WAIT TO GET A GAL PAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT WAIT TO GET A LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the end (:

babes,happy yet?
im blogging -.- lol
(DONT U DARE SAY "^^yay" -.-,lol)
oyea and i keep hearing hannah montana,its like "HANNAH MONTANA SEASON"
its scareh.but u should listen to her song the one featuring thejonas brothers xD(They are hawtLOL)
ill post it up :D

Conclusion Time Yeaaa

2008-06-17T13:39:00.009+08:00

FKING BLOG TOOK HALF MY POST AWAY,PISSED LE LA

No more nice seats -.-
So we went home ~_~
what a WTF day ~_~ lol

15th June (Sunday)

We woke up late,slacked till 1-2pm
went out to eat banana leaf,
Went home and slack again after that LOL
sis wanted to rest cause she had tiring week, i was leaving for home at night
so i played psp like mad the whole day LOL if not wont get to touch it till next month ~_~
play and play till 8pm
then had to go liao :(
Before i went on the train i bought KFC!! woohoo
Nuggets,Cheeeesie wedges,Zinger burger
ahhh my love~ LOL
it was the only thing KEEPING ME ALIVE on the train =x lmao
i was bored to death
Luckily for me i had my earphones for my phone
so i get to listen to the radio
WOOHOO, i was like OMG MILEY CYRUS !
She was hosting the 8040 show that was on fly.fm(msian station)
Heard loads of songs,liked alot of them especially See you again By miley
cant wait to hear it again so i was like tuned into every radio station
Till my phone batt was super low i was like OMG ~_~
so i turned the radio off and tried to sleep
Ended up (zzZ)ing around 1am till 6am
To Be Continued . . .

16th June ( Monday )

Reached Alor Star around 10am ,Dad picked me up and we had breakfast (YAYY!! my favourite!! porridge!! yumm ^^)
Then went home and i slacked my butt off till lunch at 2.30pm
Mum wanted me to drive (thats the reason i came back home,to train my driving skills ,to make me more confident lol)
Dad said i was better than my sisters when they first drove haha
But my reversing skills,sucked,my parking skills,sucked,my confidence,beyonddddddddd LOW
lol
drove home and SLACKED AGAIN!! wee gunbound xD
and that is it
that is my conclusion time
nothing else happens when im at home
so no more post for sometime LOL
ok baby i think yours might be longer
T_T
you do more things!!
youir more active T_T hate you lol
unfair cause your in sing lor
and your a guy
im a girl i dont get to go out so much !!
lol
chuu baby lovess x3

Im sorry

2008-06-08T19:49:00.002+08:00

Nu er..
im sorry that i just got the news that your gone..
im sorry that i never got to say how much i miss you
i really do miss you
i wish you knew how much mama loves you..
mama will miss you so much..
i swear..ill never forget you..
You will always be my nu er
God..please take care of her..

That was for her..
My nu er who passed a week ago ..
on the 31st may 2008, 18:28.
we will all miss her..
a better life is ahead of her..

The final judgement

2008-06-03T13:36:00.003+08:00

31st may 08

i woke up at 6am o.o
not for fun la ! siao meh LOL
had to go to SUNGAICHILLING to "CHILLING" Lol
got 6scratchmarks on my legs = =" one of them really deep,hurts abit too.
it was fun :D
this time we went all the way up! the water was so MEAN!
it was like its about to eat us up LOL
This time there were...10 of us lOL
all my sis fren -.-
i felt so underage LOL
after that we went for pan mee around 4-5pm?
reached home around 6 i online awhile to skype with Sherri,Nick,eric,Alia and Cow(marvynn)
Final judgement : YES its ON
so i had to go out after a tiring day lol
Sherri said to meet at Starbucks at 9pm so we all went ther lor
i met up with Ken and KaiYan (the twins) first.They look noting alike LOL maybe just the eyes haha.Then met up with cow(marvynn)
then with the rest of the guys.
Bryan(Baobei.Com guild gm),Calvin,Cow went with their own car,so i was in sherri's car with Nick,Eric,Alia and of coz sherri was the driver lol
SCARY <- one word
LOL
kaiyan and ken had to go home early cuz their dad dun let so they left before we even started to yumcha = =

we went to ss15 Asia Cafe to yumcha
Sherri n Alia ate like super alot!
Well we sembang lor..till 1+ then decided to go for macD's icecream(it was 1st of the month so50cents nia LOL)
Alia had 4 -.-
siao wan her
lol
After that we went home o.o
I reached home first as i was closest..it ws already almost 4am LOL
Eric and nick stayed over Sherri's place as their place were too far

1st june

had to go lowyat wif sis.
Forgot bring out fon
Wanted to die adi ._.
the end? LOL

horibleeeee

2008-05-30T18:27:00.003+08:00

i broke my nail T^T
Other than that today was FABULOUS lol.
Went out around 9.45am and waited for a cab til 10.25am -.-
can u believe it?when i need a friggin cab,i get none.BUT when i dont neet it.TONS of them appear!
Argh!

Anyways,i met fish,and it felt like we've been friends foreeeeeeever LOL
well we sorta are just that nv really met lol.
WAH i tell you,she can spend alot on FOOOOOOOOOD!
well i tot to her 'whitehouse' and saw her 'twins' she's been addicted to stalking currently lol.
After that we went to sunway and see what movie to watch.
Woohoo we watched the Orphanage.
Not bad..not that good either hah.
Freaky but depressing.
Before we watched we ate at sakaesushi .
You cant believeeeeee how much 2 people can eat
especiallygirls LOL
we ate 10dishes that totalled up to more than rm100++ but cause fish is a VIP member(hard to gett his card-.-)
it ws only rm9x
STILL Ex!!,she treat me lorr so ps lol
we had to rush cuz cant eat finish lol then end up tapau some and went inside movie eat some.
After movie we went walking around talking spending QUALITY bonding time LOL
thennnn err...settled some gatthering thing on fon..and went to eat AGAIN
woah she can eat!lol
went to Pasta de sumting -.-
the waiter was very wtf cuz we ate sushi there LOL.he said to us" sorry miss no outside food "
wtf rite,the shop nvr say canot bring.we customers got rights.Then fish super angry so we ..sorta burnnnnn them in a very insulting way.LOL
when i paid and left,fish walked back in and asked

fish : Does the shop have any signs thatsays outside food not allowded?
Guy at counter :err..wait ah i chck..
fish : nvm le. if dun have such thing,put it up if you dunwan people to complain.

then we zhao and i said loudly BURNNNNNNNNNN lol
OYA before that err..iforgot -.- LOL anw when i rem ill edit this

after that we went walking around n stuff
then sherri called say she pekchek n super geram and stressed cause her assignment got rejected.Kinda pity her cause shedid nothing wrong.. the lecturer super too strict and mean.

after that my sis picked me up and went home lor
and i had to repost this cuz i FORGOT I BOILING EGGS
its in the pot for 30minutes -.- wtf.Extra hard eggs -.-" omfg
wonder its still ok anot = =..
ima go find out now
ADEAUU

My Flight

2008-05-29T15:14:00.000+08:00

Hmm..well..yesterday morning(1-2am,28/5/08) was the happiest and worst time ever.
Wanna know why?
Well..Its about gb dun worry lol
it was my last day to play with my Mexican friends.
And i needed to get a room to play with them.I even prayed to god lol
and God has answered my prayers.
I got room 7 :D
which is like a HELLYEA Good thing lolx
(FYI,i typing like hell rite now with long nails and stupid labtop keep making it dissapear cuz my hand touched the mouse pad thing,i cant stand till locked it[lucky i learnt how to haha])

Back to gb,
I got room7
BUT
not for long -.-
my mexican friend dc'd
and the key fugging passed to some msian player
i asked nicely many times
its not like i want the room forever
just for one night
but nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
so i gave up,they want it so badly they cant get it on their own,FINE
so i went to sleep after that and woke up at 10am
then play awhile with kai yan and his brother(woohoo their twins! lol)
anyways..

29/5/08 (thursday)

Today..i had to say goodbye to alor star.
For i wont be seeing it for quite some time :(
ill miss home.
especially my mother.
I cried at night thinking about how much ill miss her
:<
mum i love you and ill miss you so much

Can you believe.It takes 1hour from 1state to another.But 2hours from a location to another LOL
took me an hour to get from home to kl
but 2 hours from kl to pj(currently my new home :<)
dunno why today dun feel so..good
like headache but not headache
like sleepy but not sleepy
like tired but not tired
like bored but not bored
like tummy pain but not pain
like hungry which i really was hungry actually lOL
anyways
tml going out to meet sistaah(fish)
my maple friend too
i met her super long ago
longer than mellie
but not longer than niisan
haha
i remember how i met her in maple
it was during maple global
the days of 2004
She was in perion beggin for leaves LOL
and i happen to have alot
so i gave it to her
and became friends after that haha.Anyways
Tml first time meet her.
Its startin to thunder here.so ill go rest for awhile
Time to bid this
Adeau
(Temporarely xD)
ill be writting mre now
cuz i cant gb LOL

Again . .

2008-05-26T01:43:00.002+08:00

why do things keep repeating themselves.. especially things i want not to happen again..
Questions i asked myself after reading your blog .
I'm sorry i havent been around for you lately.
I'm sorry i've ignored your more lately.
I'm sorry i got angry at you for something you never did wrong.
I wish I could turn back time and change things..
I'm sorry about what happened on the phone.
I'm sorry to make you shed a tear for me.
Why is this happening all over again....

Sorry guys that i havent been posting lately,
I got hooked onto Gunbound recently and i've been ignoring quite some people..Especially you ..
I never wanted to get hooked on it so badly..i just have nothing to do..and soon i wont be able to do it anymore..This will be the last time i ever play a game ) :
so please..Understand this..I will stop soon..

I'll be flying to KL on the 29th morning..(Seng's birthday)
No more gaming after that..
Work,Work, And more Work for one month..(Misery)
My course aint gonna start till July 8th..Sucks..
I want to study .. i feel like im getting dumber everyday = ="

I promise ill make it up to you when you come to KL this june..
I swear..by all means.. I swear..
I dont want to get angry anymore..
I dont want tears to be shed..
I want things to be as they were..
I'm Sorry.

My appointments

2008-05-18T20:08:00.001+08:00

Monday 19/5/08

Gonna be dying my hair back to gold :3 (Touch up lolx)

Tuesday 20/5/08

Gonna be doin my medi pedi and extentions and some paterns xD

Other days,im free ^^

Out for the night :D

chant

2008-05-17T17:58:00.002+08:00

im bored and i have nothing to post
absolutely nothing to post
cause I HAVE BEEN DOING NOTHING OMG ._.
lOl
well i ransacked my closet for an outfit for my cousins dinner this ..23rd (Friday)
im going all black and white( yes its a wedding not a funeral LOL)
but its cause ill be doing my nails and its gna be white and black
Not really sure wat im gna wear yet =.=
waiting for my sis to come back and DISCUSS with her LOL
I Love ransacking clothes,hate puttin em back
LOL

Anyways the main purpose of this post is this ( Look below )

Two all beef patties,
Special Sauce,
Tomatoes,
Cheese,
Lettuce,
Onions. .

ON A SESAME SEED BUNNN~~

yea thats it. LOL

After so long

2008-05-16T22:24:00.002+08:00

weeeee ~
Today suppose to go out with friends but ended up changing plans
When i was about to sms me friend say postpone it,she smsd me saying the same dam thing
i nvr replied (NO MONEY ADIII T.T wo pok kaiii!!) since it was the same thing i wanted to say anyways ,so why should i
Went to PENANG after SOOOO LONG ( i think..5months? )
Well thats long to me hahaha..
Had to wake up quite early cause my mum wanted to leave at 10 am
ended up leaving at 11 (after breakfast that is)
It wasnt just me and my mum,Her friend from bangkok wanted to go as well so it was 3 of us o-o
my mums friend is like..58years old? but omg she looks so young and she's an airstewardess ( she WTFOMFGZBBQ rich like cannot believe ok,she millionair adi ~_~ in USD currency ~_~)
Anyways,enough about her LOL,this is MY blog ~_~
so.. went to penang lor..
did mums errands..
then went to Queensbay mall
wah,so long nvr go xD
haha..
well nothing happened o-o
what you expect? i go mall curi stuff? LOL
bought my bottom :X kekeke
err..bought somebodieez bufday present too ^^
its cute,if they dun want it,ITS MINEEE :3 mwaha
quite expensive too = =
but,heck who cares
i love it LOL
well o.o nothing else to say ~.~
getting my nails done this sunday or monday..wont be typing as much T.T LOL
but i'd post how my nails look after its done :x
mwaha!

3days of FUN

2008-05-15T22:39:00.007+08:00

how do i start?
Shall we start from my first day ? xD

13/5/2008 Tuesday

Well i left the house around 10am .Ate breakfast,On the highway at around..11 or 12?
Reached genting around..4pm or 5?
Lol,well found out Eric also went to genting on the same day,Same day go back as well ~_~(Today)
Anyways nvr met up with him as he was too busy with his 8 other friends.
So i was with my parents (boring><) Got a temporary tattoo :D sorta..scratched it abit before i took this picture ~_~
anyways its the other way around so..dun get confused how i took this hahaa..
anyways the first day nothing happeneddd.Went to bed SO EARLY (11-12) i think
had a hard time trying to sleep as it was SOOOO COLD(nice but too cold ~_~)

14/5/2008 Wednesday

Well,this is the PEAK DAY of my trip which made my knees tremble till NOW T.T
Mum forced me to play with her at the OutDoor ThemePark. (till now i never went on any rollercoaster or whatever before)
dont be shocked im afraid of heights lOL.
Well we went on the Ship first ( the one like a GIANT swing)
I SCREAMED LIKE SIAO -.-
LIKE NEVER SCREAM BEFORE ~_~
it was my first ride ok
then we went on SPACESHOT
like WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH make lungs DROP OUT wan ok
but i held my breathe and keep openin and closin my eyes T_T
SCARYYY
after that i sorta lied to my mum saying "WAH THAT RIDE NICE NICE SCARY THRILLING SCARRY "
she oso go wif me
and after the ride she said
" I got conned by my daughter "
and i laughed mwahaahaha
Its the minetrain thing btw
After that met up wif my sis and had dinner and went to bed -.- like wtf? LOL
they went to casino for awhile while i walked around with my dad ( He doesnt wanna go in as he lost the night before LOL!)
Suppose to meet Eric but he couldnt show ,when he could i couldnt lol.
He said both rooms of his creeped him out so he cant sleep and wanted to take a walk and wondered if i'd like to join him
Well i was in my Pjs so..yea obviously answers No LOL
The day ended :3

15/5/2008 Thursday

Well Woke up..Had breakfast at SUSHIKING LOL
it was like 10.30 (Wtf i woke up early) anyways~_~
sis had to leave for work so left my mum dad n me
we had nothing else to do so we went back to pack
LOL
I couldnt let go off the pillow..and
ended up STEALING IT =x
dad helped,sis helped,mum helped LOLLL
i stood there and laugh :x
they managed to fit it in my bag haha my sis has the picture ill steal if from her later xD
*YES I SCHTOLE A PILLOUUU FROM HIGHLANDS HOTELL *
After that we left around 12 to 1 to
Went to Chin Swee Temple ( So Beautiful Temple LOL)
Well the air was Sweeeeee :x haha
Here's me near the ..i unno wat its called building
i have loads more pic's
uploadin em in my fster :3 go check it out if ur free
omg i look fat,heck who cares,no one comes to my blog except baby anyways LOL
so..yea.....
the temple was..sorta great ( i just wanted to feel the wind LOL!)
The funny part of that day was when we entered the temple wher ppl pray n stuff they rang this bell, and my dad said " Ding,50dollar gone ", LOLL I LAUGHED LIKE MAD ill remember that phrase HAHAAA.
oyea there were this 3turtles SO CUTE OK nah show u all

I got loads more pictures in my friendster ( Will be uploaded later )
anyways....
left genting after that and went down all the way to butterworth for dinner
yay victoria station (Escargot, Bombay steak, Ribeye steak,Oxtail Soup ) ahh delicious!
Went to Sunway Carnival Mall for a walk as we ate alot lolx
As there was a function coming up ( my cousins wedding) i needed the right shoes, YAYY i got my boots mwaha
eventou i have no bottom to match em right now = =
nida buy something tml lolx.
well.. i think thats it LOL

Three times the charm

2008-05-12T10:04:00.004+08:00

well yesterday,was ok i guess..went out like i said we would
but its to watch ,THE SAME MOVIE I WATCHED 2TIMES ALREADY.
but since i was there and that was all they wanna do,i cant just say no right.
So i watched it too ~_~
For the third dam time i watched IRON MAN.
Its not that the movie sucks,its nice,really its very nice.But why must it be Iron Man T.T
sobeh
anyways
My bestie asked us all to wear black or white
So i had to ransack my closet looking for black and white only lolx
finaly got one set all black haha
black top,black slacks,black sunglasses on my head,black necklace(with 2 rings),my black bracelet and my Checkered shoes haha.(Those shoes hurt!) havent wore em in a long time.
but my bag was white tou haha.
anyways,i forgot to pay for my drink at secret recipe,my friends boyfriend paid,=\ feeling kinda bad.
it wasnt that i dun wanna pay,i went to mcdonalds with my friend for awhile and when we got back they already paid and left,we met up at popular after that.Obviously when no one bring it up,i'd eventually forget =\ so i did T.T.Until i got home stupid junwei say i order n run._. (i dont usually do that!!! =( )
Anyways,i felt kinda..envious that..they have their bf with them..even if their in ns..they have a chance to come out and see each other..and i dont know..i guess its because i cant see mine ..or see him when i need him..i miss him..

Yesterday , Sunday , 11 May 2008
yea..yesterday was also Mothers day.Nothing big happened though lolx.
Never got mum anything )=
Not sure what she wanted,Suppose to treat kyonchan to cake oso not me pay.Haiz..
I feel so bad yesterday..Today suppose to be a better day.
)= and i got feeeeeeeeeevah~
wish can see him
miss ya babe

ps.
SEEEE
MY POST ABOUT YOUUUUUUUUU
make your post about meee !! Lolx

O yea,and mellie got a video of his o2jam in youtube ^^

this is the linkeh
http://youtube.com/watch?v=jZOr2EAwW2U

Freaky Friday =p

2008-05-09T23:36:00.003+08:00

lol dont read the title,i just nothing to put so i put that LOL!
anyways,paiseh u all i bo post so long xD
i busy gunbounding these days~.~
too sien till play bck gunbound,but i playing season 2 lolx
its fun too cause got new skills and stuff lah..haha
i only writtin cuz my baby check my blog everday so ok lor i write lor
dedicated to baby haha
ermms
well today .. went out with pohlynn(Pri/Sec sch friend) suppose to meet 2 other friends in mall to play bowling but after we ate lunch both of them say they not coming
wtf lor
2people how to bowl~_~
so we nvr bowl,we walk for about 10-20minutes,pohlynn parents kiongkan her ask her go home (as usual la)
so ma no choice lor
go home lor
then i call thin thin(sec sch best friend) she's back from ns till the 12th, Hurray!
so is jeslynn,(JES GOT BF! SOB!) she went out with her boy whole day today~_~
thin thin in penang taking a tour of her college ~_~
so i made plans for other days with them to go out watch movie or bowling or karaoke
hope they can make it
even thinthin bf coming bck to see her!
so we have thinthin,junwei,jeslynn,her boy,me,wenYi,T_T sob me and wenyi singles,lucky got wenyi if not im alone so embaraseeenngg~
anyways when i got anything else ill TRY to update
LOL
off for now !

No mood

2008-04-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

i didn't post anything yesterday as i was not in the mood to
for i had a happy day out and didnt realised that something had happened.
My nu er(Daughter) well she isnt actually my Real daughter,more like a Cyber Family daughter haha.She's 12 this year,she moved from singapore to NewZealand not long ago.I've grew fond of her and treats her exactly like family.Till now i still do feel she is family =)
But ..Recently.. She's ill..very very ill..
She has blood disorder..or..we may call it cancer ..
Its still in the early stages..So she said..)=
I dedicated this blog to her actually..
Because of her,i began to blog again..
Without her now i feel sorta depressed and lonely for some reason )=
like i lost another friend.
I dont want to think negatively,Neighter do i wanna think she's gone forever.
I do keep her in my prayers hoping she will get better.Wishing she WILL get better.Thinking its gonna be alright soon.She's coming back soon.
But recently alot of deaths have been all around me.Why is that?
it's creeping me out and making me sorta depressed about it
I dont really feel like posting now either.
I feel ..Lazy to..
but ..For Eiffel,My 12 year old Cyber Nuer(Daughter) who i treat like Real family.
Ill post (=
Just incase She checks up on me
haha.
I hope nu er can read this (=
mama will miss you so muchie
Bjorn kor misses you too.He says
" i didn't know i loved her so much"
obviously i shoot at him hahaha.(=
Nu er. Smile always ^^ You will always be in OUR minds,Hearts,Thoughts,Everything haha
:D <3 ya nu er ^^

Shugo Chara! 29 Raw

2008-04-28T19:13:00.001+08:00

erms..i just loved this episode so much i had to post it here LOL.To remind myself which episode i'm at too =X hahaha
its one of my fav. animes :3 Shugo Chara!

Vampire Knight 3

2008-04-28T19:09:00.001+08:00

Vampire Knight 3 : Now things get REALLY interesting

Sungai Chilling (Fish Sanctuary)

2008-04-27T21:05:00.001+08:00

Hmm,How do i start another LONG LONG post LOL~ dun get bored reading this,it gets AMUSING :X ok la its not as long as before la xD
I woke up at 6 to get ready for my DAY AT THE WATERFALL.

sounds SO NICE but,its actually 50% torture LOL~
We left the house around 7+ and got there around 8.30.Mountain hiking took up some of our time before we could stop and rest at the waterfall.But i guess its worth it ( LOSE WEIGHT JOR =X)

Anyways we went along lor,had to cross 5-6 rivers,climb the damn mountain LOL.

Well here's the tricky thing.ITS NOT AS SIMPLE AS IT SEEMS OK

its my first time crossing a river,didnt know it was really that hard !

and THAT is what it looked like,opposite got board telling you that fishing is prohibited and blablabla etc. LOl

So back to what i was saying,my first time crossing river,that river wasnt really high tide so i walked normally lor..BUT HORRRRR..the photographer(Driver and the only male with us LOL) say eh pose like fall down la.He said to me and my sis,i was holding my sisters hand then she was on the Left i was on the Right,the current was from LEFT to RIGHT,then when he say 1 2 3,My sis fell to the right while i fell to the left,THENNNN =.=

weird part
I fell and the current Flush me away = =.

i was like OMFG OMFG OMFG HELP LOL

Then i grabbed on to a rock as quick as posible,i "FLOATED" away quite far oso.Couldnt imagine what would've happened if i never grabbed on to that rock <.<>
I HIT MY ASS AS WELL LOR,my ass hurts T_T sob

anyways~

my aSSventure was ok lor,through the day we hiked all the way up to the toppest waterfall,lol.

ermss..what else happened ahh..hmms..don't think anything else interesting happened.It was a great trip though :D.wanna see me while i was SECRETLY taken a photo off while walking ?

here it iss ~_~

Depressed

2008-04-25T13:31:00.000+08:00

haiz..
i just found out..mellie really got Gf.
and it is that girl.Now im just hurt depressed and feel like crying.But if i do,i dont think i can stop..why must it be her?what did i do wrong to him?
Why is god punnishing me?is it cause of karma? What goes around comes around?
I feel horrible.
And i thought my punnishment was over.
Why is everything going wrong.
Not just he got gf,he doesnt tell me anything anymore.
when he says he wont tell me,he seriously doesnt tell me )=
and i got this feeling he's in KL right now with her.
Why are my tears slowly dripping down..
Why does these things always happen to me..
i want to be happy for him..i want to..i really do..but
i just cant..
i've held on for too long..
i know its time to let go..i knew it long ago
but i just couldnt..
i took too long to realise its NEVER going to happen..
whats so good about her that i cant give to him
am i not good enough?
thats whats on my mind right now..
i just wanted to get it out ..
baby..if ur reading this im sorry..
i cant help myself right now..
i really need to cry..
Now..Not only did i lose my best friend.He's not even a friend to me anymore lately..
more like..someone in his contact list.
He reply's my sms like he's lazy to,he answer my calls but get interupted by other's calls.
When i takl to him he just avoids and say he's playing cabal..
When i ask him where is he?what is he doing? he just uses one of his mean lies to hurt me as usual.I got used to the lies.But..
the thing bothering me now is..
He never told the truth..that was hidden..for so long..
depressing day..
i wish there was a shoulder for me to cry on right now..

Crappiest 2 hours of my life

2008-04-24T16:51:00.001+08:00

well..i went out like i said i would
to Sunway Pyramid,which is like a 10-15minute walk from my place.BUT obviously =x being the sloth that i am i never walked.i took the bus ^^
so i waited i think 20minutes for that stupid RapidKL bus.
i didnt have rm1 change,i only had rm10 notes.so i had to walk over to the nearby store to buy something to get some change =.=.
i bought 100+ lol,which was Rm1.40..guess it was worth it lolx.
so i went to sunway pyramid..
obviously i left the house cause i tot i was hungry
but nooooooooooooooooooo~
i went there and i never straight away seek for FOOODD!
i had to do some shopping first -.-"
so i went to the atm machine and withdrawed out Rm150.00
i went into Nichii,F.O.S,padini concept store,and loads more that i sorta forgot
i sorta "AVOIDED" going into "NOSE" ,eventou i really wanted to go in there lolx
*Note : i used to work at nose,therefore i have a reason to neglect it ~_~
lol
anyways
after walking for abit i realised that.i was hungry just that my tummy never made any noise
so i went seeking for food at about 3.30? i went to various food stores,restaurants,and stalls
=.= i walked ALOT and ended up having nasi lemak LOL :X
i wanted to eat Wendy's burger so i went to buy it anyways =x" Take Away 1/2 Pounder Cheese Burger " for rm10.50 ( with the 5% tax would be rm11.05,thats how much i paid for the burger)
WOOOT =x
i couldnt wait to eat it haha
but obviously i just ate my rice so i nvr straight away open up and eat la..
so i went walking abit,then got this fruit stall,i had 1.50 in my pocket so i decided to buy some fruit,(i bought guava by the way lol).
ok lor i enjoy eating fruits
i walk and eat at the same time ma..then then -.-
i accidently poke the stick right thru the plastic ,LUCKY nvr poke my hand lor,those sticks can make serious PAIN.
then obviously the plastic got hole then leaked -.-
then tiok my wendy's burger plastic bag,AND my hands.
so i went to the washroom to clean my hands (and the plastic bag =x LOL)
since i was there i might as well went inside the toilet riteeee (thats what i thought)
And so i did,
What was to be seen after that,is a pain in the eye.LOL
sortoff la
now dont u all go thinking like i saw giant poop or some dirty pad or watever la k =.=
dun think so much LOL!
its not that awesomely terrifying lol.
its more of a MY matter =.=
i went in
took off my pants and =.= i saw blood on myself
then i was like
w T f
-.-
i come red =.=
i was thinking like ( IT HAD TO BE TODAY ISSITTT!!!)
then i cleaned it up and ran straight for the taxi stand as i had to go home fast
HAD TO SPEND RM7 ON A FREAKING TAXI LORHHH!!
my place only 10-15min awayyyyy T_T
i was thinking of walking wan lor
but
I COME RED WALK Simiiiii !!
lol
In a nutshell,
im now home,eating my wendy's burger
which is AWESOMELY DELICIOUS (you pj people should seriously try it)
lolx
its better than mac
(DONT GO MAC,BOYCOT IT! Lol)

-Teh Pink Choh-tOng-

after 2 years

2008-04-24T12:55:00.000+08:00

(=
after 2years of "stopped-blogging"
im back haha
i only hope so that this might last.
i might be 'lazy' though =x
since i dont have much to write anyways.
not like my life very "WAH YOUR LIFE,SO SONG WAN!" lidat
its more of the simplicity that everyone else goes through heh.
what made me decide to come back?
recently my friends all keep blogging.
make me feel like i should come back to blogging too.
heh
i sorta skipped my lunch when i was "FIXING" my "DEAD BLOG"
well mre like "REVIVING" instead of fixing hahaha..
hope there are people out there reading this =x
if not,then its ok. a dead blog is like a notebook that i write on,that has a title
' For my eyes Only '
haha..
anyways..ill continue fixing it later (=
gotta have my "LATE lunch " haha
hungry sia ~

its been so long

2006-09-30T14:48:00.000+08:00

its been so long since i wrote on my blog..kinda miss it..now i think im back..to writting all my feelings out..like a journal..test is coming soon and im kinda scared,but yet i cant find my self to pick up a book and study. I want to do well cause today is my mothers birthday.(30th september) i want to make her proud.but i feel like its too hard.
im having love problems again..seems like i always have love problems,cause i cant control myself.im like this robot that i dont have control over.i wish i knew what was wrong with me , i hurt so much people in my life .. and now ive been punished for hurting them.and i deserved it fully.
i wish .. i could go back to what i was 7months ago.. when it was just you and me .. when we enjoyed being together..now its like im pushing you away further and further each day..and i dont even know ..im sorry..i know ive been doing this for a very long time now..i want to stop..i want to ..i just dont know how.. i have to hurt 2 other people to make my life happy..i dont want to hurt people anymore..the one getting hurt..should be me..i deserve to get hit by a car..or letting some1 kill me and leaving me there to bleed .. i just dont know what to do anymore..

ive been fine..but my heart is bleeding..

2006-02-17T16:01:00.000+08:00

the thought of having 2 important guys in my life to choose over is hard..i had to let go ..it was so hard for me..but i did it..the guy that i gave my first kiss to ..is now gone..and im starting a new life..a better 1 i hope..and the same thing goes on and on..the love of my life became a nobody..
L O V E
is such a hard thing to live with
it makes us suffer..
it makes us happy..
yet it does all strange things to us..

why do i feel so incomplete without it..
P A I N
i feel it all the time..when i fall in love..
it hurts..
H A P P I N E S S
i have some of this..yet when i do feel happy..
something happens and the happiness goes away..
L O S T
what am i suppose to do..
im lost..
H O P E
my hope is gone..for now i am hopeless
N
O
T
H
I
N
G
that is my life..
nothing..

why does my heart bleed

-a smile on the outside..causes a heart break on the inside -

im nothing..

2005-12-14T03:08:00.000+08:00

What if , Suddenly my heart just stops..from the pain ..from the hurting .. what if my life just ended ..right here..right now..this moment..here without you..what would it be like..what would i do..what is there left of me that isnt torn apart..my family ..my life..
Everything ive been doing..is a failure
does that mean.. That my life is a failure as well?
OR does it mean .. im a useless being that was never meant to belong ..
or is it just that ..
im really nothing

2005-11-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

even though its my birthday soon..im as sad as ever..haiz
my mother wont allow me to go genting with some friends.
i was SO looking foward to it..then a few days b4 the trip ..the answer freom her is a ..NO..
my heart sank..i dont know what to do..then yesterday..my friend got hacked and im so useless that i cant do anything about it..every thing still sucks as usuall..nothing will ever change for me..

wishlist:
*Gameboy sp
*go genting with friends
*life of my own
*money ..

i will love you

2005-08-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

although i will never be the only one in your heart..or the one in your heart..you will remain in mine..nomatter what happens..i will love you..now and always..i love you..from the day we met until the day i die..i will love you..the times i spent with you..felt like an eternity to me..i love you more than life itself..even if i cant be the one..i will still love you..

kays life

2005-08-19T11:55:00.000+08:00

its me again..and ..i cant break the habit..i cant stop crying..i guess i got used to it after crying everynight..kays is my very bestest friend ever..i have never had a best friend like her before..her stories..that is and are true..is so sad and touching..every single line she says..is so sad that..i can feel how she felt..it is so sad ..that i cried ..everytime..about her and stacey (((F.Y.I..i love her as a best friend not more than that..lol..))her stories about her and stacey..is sweet..touching..sad..funny..everything combined in 1..i can just imagine if my life is like hers..wonder how she feels like..
i guess it is hard having to live life that way..she loves a girl and cant be with her..no matter how long she waits..she knows that she will never be hers..
living life like that..is just sad..and i cant believe i understands and feels what she feels..ugh..crying again..
im going to singapore..im leaving on saturday to K.L..then to johor and will be in singapore on monday..will be there until friday or saturday only..thats about 1week only..but it will be the best week of my life..=)..hope i get to meet every1..my baby..kays..huahua..and EVERY1 of my singapore friends that has been the best ever..that i met through maple story..maple story might have ruined my life sometimes..but -it brought us together- =)..i love you guys..with all my heart..
-red tears-

everything is fine lately..SG HERE I COME

2005-08-15T17:04:00.000+08:00

everything has gone well lately..i dont feel..the same anymore..
woohoo!! im going to singapore soon..i think..lol..my mum is making the plans..but i REALLY REALLY hope i get to go..i havent been there in YEARS..the last time i was at singapore..was my trip to australia,melbourne.all i saw was the INSIDE of the sinagpore airlines..haha..i was only there for an hour..and i never went out the airport..lol..i was 7 to 9 years old that time i think..although i didn't get to go OUT side into singapore..i had fun..kinda..lol..i dont really remember my time there ^.^""..but i hope this time i get to REALLY see singapore..hehe..i really want to go cause there is some1 im dying to meet..hehe..and all my friends like sihua(huahua),da jie(cindy),jiefu(melvin/da jie bf),kays(MY B.F.F!![not boyfren har!!]) and Lots Lots more..but the first will be him =X..hehe ^^"..hmm..this week is my trial exam..super..hard yet some are easy..lol..im pretty sure i Aced my English =X..and im very sure i worked hard enough to pass everything..not to ace everything..hehe..i got 3 more days to go..haiz..i have..mathematics tommorow i think..haha..so Good Luck ME!xD..till next time *hugz and kisses yall* love ya~

a year for crying?

2005-08-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

..alot have happened to me this year..
i started crying alot now..
and i don't even know why..
is it because i want to..or is it because it hurts so much..that i can't bear the pain in my heart knowing that your not there anymore..
my life ..started like this..
it was a raining night..i was home alone again..this was the night niisan left me..i cried all night waiting for him to come back..but he didnt..that was july 7th..until now i haven't seen him online..after a few weeks..i met a guy and totally forgottened about him..i tought that it would be nice to forget about him for once..and not cry at night just because of him,so i started to get closer to the guy i met..in 4days..he was my boyfriend..his name is john ong..i loved him dearly ..but now..there is another guy ..i met him a long time ago..but nvr felt anything for him until he told me he loves me..i started having feelings for him..slowly getting closer by the minute..until i found out..omg..im having an affair with him..i have john..and yet..i have another ..until now im still confused..everyone is expectin g me to choose someone ..or something..how can i possibly just choose one of them..it hurts me just as much as it hurts them ..whenever i want to try to break up with john..i keep thinking about..how much he loves me..and that i promised i'd never leave him..i end up crying every night..until today i'm still crying..and i don't even know why..is it because i love them too much? this is a desition i cant ever decide on..what am i suppose to do..my heart is breakin knowing that i love 2 people..why does this happen to me..why am i crying every night..why is it that its always my fault..this year..i have been a crying bitch..and i don't know how to stop it..whenever i get this feeling in my heart..like some dagger has just been stabbed in my heart ..and some1 is trying to pull it out..when its stuck tight..or is it cupids arrow ..telling me things..that im suppose to know..thats all i know for now..-red tears falling-

natalie-goin crazy

2005-08-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby, nooo
when I looked into your eyes the moment that
I let you goI just broke down (down)
baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within no other men could ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but I’d rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight(Bridge) I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touchI never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I’d cross the world, for you I’d do anything

thats right baby I’m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I’ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I’m in love with you baby

break it down now I’ll tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn realmy heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can you believe I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me I’m your lady
I’ll be around waiting for you I’ll put it down be the one for you
I’m falling so deep for you crazy love for youI`m calling,
calling out to you what am I going to do?
Wish you would stop fronting
its so in the weather i can no longer go on without I just break down (down)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I’d cross the world, for you I’d do anything

thats right baby I’m going crazy
I need to be your ladyI’ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I’m in love with you baby

-natalie-goin' crazy-