.Wednesday, May 25, 2005 ' 4:23 PM Y
*to sheena from huahua
hey sheena, i don't know what's in you but i can see you're kinda depressed these few days. if you don't mind you can just pour out everything to me. i know the timing we're online is different. but you could just drop me a mail in friendster or xiaopiggyx@yahoo.com.sg 'cause i don't normally visit hotmail the emails.
cheer up ks. i know you're having examinations so wish you good luck. at this age don't think about love so much i know even though it's hard to stop thinking. but we really shouldn't care so much lah. 'cause if really there's fate, there's no way to stop it lo. but if ur fate really comes, just grab hold of it. 'cause fate don't comes by easily. but if something is gone, means gone lo. no point crying over spilt milk right.
orkies. CHEER UP don't sound so sad liao. i may not have time to come online in the future le. 'cause my holidays are coming, i need to go Bali then start working already. i'm not sure about the working hours but the working place is quite far from my home. so i may be tired after working so maybe i can't come online. i just hope that you won't keep things to yourself already k. there are many people around you who cares for you. go to your friends or cindy if you really need someone.
i added one background song for you, i think you'll like it. but if you don't, i got nothing to say liao
your dearest kimurra~
huahua
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.Sunday, May 08, 2005 ' 1:09 AM Y
today..i met benji jualian ryan
today SUCKs..well..every day sucks..hahaha,dont mind the language im about to use..its a quite normal thing for me.
i dont remember what happened in the morning..but i do remember everything that happened at night..it was the day before mothers day..so we had mothers day dinner at HUA TANG the restaurant right beside my school..when we got there..everything was going OK..until i saw this guy..staring at me,i looked at him and tought why the hell is this guy staring at me..it looks like he knows me or something..then i realised,he is my friends ex boyfriend..the 1 i had a UBER crush on..once =X..so,i messaged my friend and told her about it,i told her that i keep staring at him and whatever.she replied me saying that i better stop looking at him,cause he will tell her that i like him or something.I felt a wierd feeling,YET i still stared at him..when he look at me ..i would just look away and act like i wasnt looking at him *YEAH RIGHT*..well..the night was over,so i got over it..then i went home..played maple lor..to get my mind of that bastard =D.
when i got into maple..i was so bored..no1 was online..so it sucked..so i changed accoiunt and used my level 41 cleric and trained her at fire boar place..where i met this guy..named benjamin Julian Ryan..he says he is a chatolic or whatever,he says those 3 is REALLY his name..i dont know if i believe him or not..hahaha..what ever la..he also got same problem de,parents saperated..we started talking and alot of things came out..and i was SOOOO MESSED UP..i keep on talking about how my life sucks..and he said to me..STOP ACTING LIKE YOUR THE ONLY 1 WHO IS SUFFERING IN THIS FCUKING WORLD..something like that =X..if its wrong..dont mind me ..hehehe ^_^"..well..im abit better now that i let the whole thing out..hahaha..
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