..Not much happend..since my last post..unless u count getting a FIRST warning from my school,for not attending school..i got niisan problems again too..and new god-brother..cant believe i hurt my god brother..he JUST called me..i had NO Idea WHAT to say or WHO it was..cuz my fon only showed -unknown-..after i answered..i asked..hello?who is this?..he said kor lo..i was like..eww(when i said that..i couldnt even imagine how..sad he was..he msged me and told me thta it hut him bad that i didnt nkow it was him and i even siad eeeww..he said that he is feeling damn fcked up and sad..)when i read that..i had this feeling of..heart brokened..i dnt even know why..i JUST met this guy..now im crying ..because of HiM??
Well..im feeling like..there is a chain connected to my heart..and that. sum1 is pulling on the chain..and the feeling just hurt so much..i cant stand it ..
Im still confused on what to do..over niisan and john..i love both..equally..but when i talk to john..alone..i feel..that i love him more..and when i talk to niisan..i feel the same thing..i just dont know what to do anymore..
Haizz..i just dont know what to do with my life anymore..i just want to LIVE LIFE to the FULLEST...and i know if i want to LIVE LIFE to the FULLEST i have to overcome some hardship and pain..but i have been thru enuf pain and i cant bear it anymore..some times i feel like..why am i even borned??to love?to work?to be myself?or just ..because i am borned to live life and die later..what is teh point in living..even tou u know that ur gonna die in the end.life sucks with school..i seriously need to create sum Anti-sch thing..
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I Try To go on like i never knew you
Im awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbrokened
Cuz without u..all im gonna be is..InComPlete
InComPlete..
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Here i am,once again
Im torn into pieces
cant deny it,cant pretend
juz thought u were the one
broken up deep inside
but u wont get to see the tears i cry
..behind these hazel eyes..
Behind hazel Eyes..

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