didnt on for a few days due to the NO INTERNET at home thing.
anyways.
heres all the info on the night of the clubbin

went out around 8+ for korean food with my sister and her friends,after that around 9+ sis left me at sunwaypyramid to meet up with ann ,josephy,jason and ann's friends.
Ann keep complaining say she hungry so we ma go eat lor..went to kim gary to makan and make jokes haha.after that go gather around KOUKOUBUHnANA! and discussed about entrance fee and how we gna pay or how many bottle we want n stuff la..and also waitin for anns other friends.
After waiting u noe how long it was ? it was already 11.35pm
i had to go back by 1. no one knew that of course ha..
but i managed to get back 1+ ill tell you why now.
we discussed and finally agreed to open 2 bottle.cause 1bottle only valid for 4 people,we have 8 ppl,4guys 4girls.So 2bottles it is.Guess how much?
Rm 575
We all chip in,i chipped rm100 T_T heart so pain.The others nvr brought much money -.- they only bring rm50.so end up not enuf money,so josephy and jason went to atm and redrew money lol.
so.. we went in around 11.50 (almost midnight anyways)
First time i danced like mad macam baru let out from prison lidat hahaha.
i was like " FREEEE DOMMMMMMMMM" hahhaa..
now body aching -.-
Anyways,the reason i got back early was cause josephy had problems with bf and she was abit drunk so we had to bring her back,but she was suppose to stay at bf house,but problems rite..so..
she ended up at my place. @@
she left in the morning.
i got so many bruises on my hand !!!!!
i no cable now i cant transfer the picture of my hand to the comp.Ill try to add it in tml.
now in school.later taking injection for thypoid.lol
anyways ..i m addicted to danity kanes song Damaged @@
its so in my mind ! haha

AMY !! im addicted to your blog song !! YOUR FAULT! lol
its niceeeeeee ~ soothing ~ :3
mwahahaha schteal from you :x

anyways im in the library FREEZING MY ASS OFF! i feel like im in winter wonderland without snow ya know LOL!.but anyways
IM GOING CLUBBING TONIGHT :D and im not yet 18 LOL!~
hope no tiok check lor ~_~
if tio then i suay
but the real reason i wanna go is cause i wanna release tension LOL
stress and all the crap.i wanna leave it all behind and focus on my work!
*Chu* :x you know who its for :3 hehee
anyways
I GOT LIKE.......4 presentations to be done!?!?
1 ) Geography presentation,Topic : Ethnic groups of South america! -.-
2 ) IT presentation and Website designing,Topic : My college,TCHT
3 ) FBSD presentation,Topic : Middle East Cuisine (ARAB FOOD/HALAL/NO PORK!!!!!!)
4 ) RDOD presentation,Topic : Professional Communication

THATS so WT F OK?
i didnt date down the submission dates yet but i got like ..6weeks max for ALL of those to be completed -.-"can die die die liao T_T i dont know how to do all of them T_T. ahhhh :(
samore nid add another one soon due to Front Office oso nid presentation ~_~ .
RDO is Room Devision Operations,FBSD u all should know ba,Food and Beverage Section lol.
IT is obvious.
T_T emo emo emo emo
RELEASE STRESS TONIGHT AHHH! mrawr

i will always remember you.for you are here.in my heart.and that will never change =) *Chu .saranghae

the title states, like myself or, being myself ^^
i skipped yesterdays boring class,i know nothing would happen,no attendance would be taken,so i skipped it LOL!anyways,not just me skip my sis oso faked Mc and didnt go work haha.We cleaned the house together lorr after that rewarded ourselves with pan mee! haha
then got home and watched movies and slept ._. kinda boring day if no college huh..
in college oso boring wan lah.like today!
so sien.. come college meet up wif tieca ,then i start having menstrual cramps ..then class comenced at 8.10 lidat..after that went for breakfast?Lol it was 10-11 la.now 2pm jor.nvr eat LOL! later got 3pm class.sucks! after that nid come up library again! so ill re post this later ok :D
im chatting alot wif han these days o.o remininceeeee lolx
anywayssssss..err.. thats kinda it.. and
i think atashi no neechan ne..atashi blog aru nokoto ga wakaru -.- dou suru mo wakahen.dakara neh..nihon ga atashi no plan da :3.aitsu wakahen dakara !

lmao.. as the title said it, i watched dark night last night LOL
and..justn ow - -(Yes..twice..practically can say i watch,then slp,then wake up,and watch again)
-.- i find it sooooo waste of money lol.anyways..i cant gb anymore and i cnat online as often anymore(only when im at school which is..err..every weekday LOL)
Lax babes,im still gna be here,just when im here..ill be busy k lol
i might be going KouKouBuhNana(CoCo Banana) this friday night for clubbing lol.not sure yet if im allowed or not .never asked my sis yet.heh.
niwaysss..i feel like thats all i wanna say LOL.Oh and i had the whole ex bf phase thing.Kinda added my ex bf in facebook recently and remininced -.-" dont know why.lol
anyways..not important..heh..
erm..=.= nth else ..

danggggggggggggggggg !! after so long i only realised.I MISSED 2008 BON ODORI T_T
it was on 12th of july T_T
I MISSED ITTTTTTTTTT MRAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!
=.=
anyways..

Yesterday.hmm.. woke up around 10+..bathed..slacked..went out at 11-12 to eat
Ooooh it was niceee,guess what i ate!
"Ak tui mee " thats hokkien for Duck drumstick noodles LOL..well its some kind of herbalish soup with duck drumstick :3 it was yummyy,wish i can have it again haha.
After that went to cousin house randomly to kehpoh(kp) lol.ended up watching a movie on StarMovies with cousin and went home after that.
Didnt go out for the rest of the day liao.oh wait got.Lol.
After that we didnt go home yet :x my bad.. lol
went for pan mee :X at 3pm LOL!
pan meeeeeee*Harts x3* Lol
after pan mee then oni home :x
then i cook spagetthi to let it overnight so it taste better today LOL.
Today eat the spagetthi i cooked ytd :3
weee
tonight watch dark night ! with cousins LOL.
well thats it o-o
i wanted to blog only cause i wanna say



I MISSeD BON ODORI 2008 !!!!!!!!!! T_T *Emo

Woke up early as usual,except this morning i had an accident :S
dont wanna talk about it -.-
Gotta wear my stupid serving uniform today and tml cuz missjasmine wants us to T_T
i look so..BARRELLISHHH in it -.-
seriously i do
it was like..my boobs even flattened D: due to the puffiness of the clothes!
Needa wear em again tml mannnnnnn -.-
ARGH!
Well Met up with Ong in the morning again,he's as early as me man!
We went to the library together and i left after awhile cause jamie was alone in the lounge.Then slowly people started coming lol..its like our gathering place or sumting haha
Jean came first,then yixin then ann then josephy and tieca..then it was like woo haha..after that we went to change ,4 of us(Tieca,me,jamie,jojo) in the same changing room changing LOL.
We laughed cause all of us look so stupid lmao.
We were late for Miss Jasmine's class cause we couldnt find where it was,but eventually found it la.(I THINK MY PHONE BILL GNA EXPLODE!or make my mum explode ~_~)
anyways,after the class,we went to change and had bubble tea,and lunch
then my eyes suddenly turned RED,yes it turned RED it was itching and i felt like it was..bigger than the other side -.- lol
But not to talk about me cause at the same time tieca was having a panic attack and we sent her to the clinic and surprisingly the doctor said she has to be urgently admitted to the hospital,so me and jojo was RUNNING AROUND looking for transport and ended up finding it but dunnid it anymore cause,when we wnet back,she was already fine
Not for long la..haha
After that we got FBS(Food&Beverage Service or section i not sure)and the lecturer was an INDIAN MAN,so u imagine him talking to us,we all laughing sia haha.
Kesian him oso la,then suddenlyyyyyyyyyyy tieca was having her panic attack again.
We all were like..O_O lidat la =.=
anywayssssssssssssss it ended in awhile and she's fine now.
After that jojo noticed she misplaced her files so i went around with her to find it,and she helped me find my id card too hehe.and i foundddddd ittttt :3
happy day hehe.
I went to the lost and found department and found my id card! now i can go in the library! And this time i dunnid use Ong's id card!! haha

hmm.. today.. same thing la..6am lol
class at 8am,IT class
After that had english class but im exempted,so i dunnid go mwahahaha
i end up in the library with Ong instead LOL.
We were playing rs (Rune Scape) LMAOOO
the only game(and viwawa) that can be played so far in the school hahaha..
Im still trying to find games that dont need installations lol
kinda hard since there aint many..:/ nowadays more and moe BIGBIG files for games lol.
Anyways ,caught up with josephy,jamie,tieca and bryan(not you babes) for lunch and went to play pool
YAY I LEARNED HOW TO POOOOOOOOL !! haha
i was overjoyed when i kinda hit my First ball into the hole XD.
Sounds wrong LOL!
but anyways,after that we went to geography class,we were major early
Ann and Jean came along after that and we kinda camwhored in the class LOL.
After the camwhoring,i kinda noticed something,My classmates,are very rich -.-
I feel poor around them = = LOL!
Anyways,i feel like growing my hair back and leaving it long haha
Got a feeling it will make me look cuter :x mwahahahaha
anyways..today we got our Uniforms and we gotta wear em tml
THE PANTS IS SO FLUFFY,IT MAKES ME LOOK LIKE SOME PENGUIN -.-
SO FARGLEE OK!!
=.= hidious fag D: lol
i dun like it ~_~ nor the vest ,nor the white shirt
i only like the shoes and the knife set :x keke
Anyways,tml got miss jasmine's class,cant wait !

ITS THE FUCKING THIRD DAY OF CLASS,AND I FUCKED IT UP.
I LOST MY FUCKING RM25(remake) STUDENT I/D CARD.
AND BY MAKING IT WORSE MY SISTER WAS LIKE
"aiyo..your third day oni lo..samre your class rep lo..how ah??..really dun have o..sei lo.."
AS IF I DUN FEEL AS HORRIBLE ALREADY?
AS IF I DUNNO IM CLASS REP AND ITS THE FUCKING 3RD DAY OF CLASS AND I LOST MY STUDENT ID CARD.
KNS LA OK
MAKE THE MOOD WORSE.
THEN NOT JUST THAT ,THE STUPID FUCKING LABTOP THING KEEP HIGHLIGHTING EVERYTHING AND MAKING ME TYPE AND DELETING WHAT I WROTE BEFORE.FUCK LAAAAAAAAAAAA
TODAY SUPPOSE TO BE NICE.FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCK
F
U
C
K

PRACTICALLY I CALL TODAY FUCKED UP DAY.EVENTOU IT WASNT SUPPOSE TO BE ONE.

Hmm..Yesterday..woke up at 9am..slacked a lil till 10am..then went to 1U(1Utama)
Bought my work clothes( Formal clothing ) ~_~ then went for lunch
after that kinda walked around for my shoes and slacked in the mall LOL.
Then had 2 movies to watch, Get Smart and Made of Honour.
Get Smart was at 2.30pm and M-O-H was at 4.30
Get smart came out longgg ago,i know, but my cousin recomended i watch lol so i did lor..
But it aint really as nice..or funny..it was OKAY but that was it..i cant say anything else about it lol.
After get smart finished it was ZHUN ZHUN 4.30,me and my sister rannnnnnnnnnn like mad lolx but we know we still had time la haha,we just sorta did it for fun. xD
then after we got in,we watched,we cried,we laughed,it was nice
i enjoyed watching M-O-H.SO touching lorr ..


Anyways,After that we got home and cooked dinner ( Stir fried Cabbage, and fried chicken with plain white rice) LOL.
It was plain but i enjoyed it.
After that we watched some movies and waited till 11pm,she had to fetch our housemate from the airport,so i was on the fon wif my new best friend Edwin LOL,he's so ghey its funny.
Then sis came back and she forgot bring up her phone -.-
i had to RUN DOWN 5 floors,and come up 5 floors =.= just for ONE phone =.="
did it cuz i felt..sumting la.. lol

Now im in the school library, cause i woke up at 6am to avoid jam and no parking space LOL.
My class is at 11.15pm,i dont know what to do now LOL!
cant believe im blogging in school.
Feels so awkward haha

Ok this is what im feeling right now this second this moment of my life.
Anger.
Regret.
Stupidity of my own.

This is the reason why.You gotta read the entire thing,to find out,why im angry,regretting,and feeling stupid.
Enjoy.

Well today i woke up at 5am ._. yes
saturday.5am.pan mee.
LOL
Well i woke up that early cause my sister needs to fetch housemate to airport,so i need to go along as we eating pan mee after that lmao.
After pan mee it was already 7.45am i think o-o ..i had slight tummy issues and fell asleep on the couch after that
Woke back up at 10.20am cause sister woke me up -.-
She wanted to borrow my pens for her exam( LMAO SHE GOT EXAM .)
She left after that and i did the laundry,cleaned the room,and played some gunbound(i couldnt quit after all :( )
After gunbound it was already 2+
I was feeling hungry and bored already so i asked fish to go out with me for karaoke session and movies and lunch.
She said ok,and i sms my sis tell her that im going out.
She asked me wher m i going and why am i going,and said she wants me back at 4,so i was feeling kinda lazy go out if she wan me back at 4 to eat wif her.So i didnt have the mood to go out adi..samore its a saturday and parking is horrible-.- wan eat oso nid wait -.- eat oso expensive -.-
rather be at home eat noodles.
I sms and told fish,i cant go out adi,sis wan me home at 4.She was like " Anything la,come now ,i on my way down liao."
i was like,wtf la u..can u think of others beside yourself and your stupid FANTASY/DREAM with the so called fucking twins??
I felt stupid that i went out anyways -.-
I went to pick her up and had to make a huge round cause of her.And then nid go in for parking and make big big rounds and go up and down and paid 3bucks for NO parking.
She then say "i told youu" When she didnt even fucking tell me anything.Then we went outside to find parking eventou i was feeling like " can i just fetch u back and call it a day?" but obviously i cant say that rite -.- i feel that im too nice.Fuck.
We parked waaaaaay far,cause there was no parking and she kept asking me park in illegal spots,im still a P(Percubaan) and it isnt even my car,and i dun wan my sis get in trouble just cause of me,so i go park far far lor.
While walking she was like " See i told you there can park wan..they open it up on weekends for people to park"
The parking space she asked me to park at was for BUSES OR i can pay rm8 for that parking spot -.- which is so not worth it la.
I finaly cant stand her anymore.What best friend keep telling you off and making u feel worser and says " I TOLD YOU ".A true friend is one who makes me feel better not worser.Fish,you officially suck and im never going out with you again. =) Once bitten,Twice shy.
Anyways i got home at 4.10pm,im now home its 4.48pm
Sister isnt even home yet,but she knows.
Ugh,i wish i have someone who i can talk to and someone who isnt a BITCH.
I need a best friend.even tou im now in college,i dont think i can get one easily..
It makes it harder cause,I,ME,Sheena,AM/Is The best friend.I'm the one who dont say "OMG thats so ugly on you" or "I TOLD YOU that you cant rite?" or "Why you like stupid things like that wan?"
I'm the one,who smiles and says "Its nice on you,but you think you really need it?is it really worth it?" or " If now cannot,try again later lor.. You'll get a hang of it eventually" or " Its cute,but now ..it doesnt suit our age,Not anymore*grins*"
haiz..why cant there be anyone like me T_T

After standing for 5hours in the kitchen with Chef Shaari,
I was nominated class rep -.-
For those who dont know what is class rep,its like class monitor,a k a,teacher's pet/dog
T_T
helppp

its a saturday and im at home -.- so wrong rite?
im going out later meet up wif sec sch friend,long time no see her,meeting her in sunway haha
aiyo i dno wat else to write for now
other than im bored im bored im bored im boreddddddddddddddd!!

Woke up at 6 am as usual today..Tml gna do the same too..for 4 straight days i've been sleeping so late and waking up so early..My head kinda heavy,eyes so blurry,i dun feel like myself.

Got to sch around 7.10am ..usual =.=..
had breakfast with my sister and her friends..then had a slight tummy ache..
met up with jamie,josephine and anne(she's in another group,she's fun :) )
Went into the hall with them around 9.10am ..then the team building started
We had to play games and do activities,the first one was to arrange ourselves (not just me jamie and anne la,the entire batch 31 was in the hall) by our birthdates,i was november 24th so i was kinda at the back of the line with december babies and nov babies lol.
Then we were sorted into groups again.lol..this 1 just tempo for the activity,lol
I was in group 2 with 15 other people,and i was the leader(Self nominatedLOL!)well in the morning i WAS hyper.. you'll find out why im so emo and down and like wanna die lidat now..
First game was to snatch balls from the centre of the hall thats in a hula hoop,there were 6groups,all have their own hula hoop.
We were suppose to steal balls from the centre,and from other people,we didnt win,but we were 1st runner up lolx..Not bad guys, we did good :) thanks all for kinda co-responding with me ,i know i kinda suck at being a leader,but i wanna try lol..I Was in the mood for that..i guess now..not anymoer :( i cant speak my mind anymore..i dunno why aih..
Anyways,After that game we had to do this..err.."Form a Machine" kinda thing
like all of us in 1 group must form a machine and act it out,not telling people wat it is,and making them guess
Our group did airplane,it was kinda funny cuz we broke off half way(Plane broke into half haha)
Guess our teamwork aint good enuf ~_~ shudve done a train!..haih
Then after that.. you cant IMAGINE what they made us do..
"TRUST"
We basically have to be carried by our group members and passed thru a hula hoop thats kinda hanging on a rope.
I ran away from it at first,i went to find senior,he was having lunch so i went up to kpkp abit..
Then they eat finish adi actually so i had to go back down not long later..
The guys in the hall sorta HOORRRRRRRRRRRR at me cuz i skipped it lol..
They point fingers at me when the guy incharge asked who didnt do yet
I got forced -.- thru the hoop-.-
and after that i think i changed ba..
like after pass the hoop my activeness passed to other ppl or sumting -.-"
after that i just took my id,and run off to find senior at 7th floor,they were playing pool..
so..i was just sitting there..getting emo-er and emo-er due to the darkness i guess..
aih..I dunno whats wrong with me la..
After that met up with irene along the way and kinda followed her halfway till she gtg,
And here i am,at home,having headaches,blurry sights,and emoing ways
Even Irene said im not hyper today..
aih..Whats wrong with me :(

-Help..me..-

well.. lets say today didnt started that well either
i had nasi lemak for breakfast and i had a stomach ache later on
kept calling senior but he didnt pick up (it was 8.30) he had class at 8.30 lol so i tot he woke up already = =
my briefing started at 9am so i went in the hall with Irene and my cousin,obviously my cousin went into his hall and me into mine lol.
Wasted 3hours inside listening to 3lecturers/staff talk crap
one was about SURVIVING in COLLEGE,another was about TAKING NOTES,and the last one was about the library which isnt a bad thing cuz i wanna noe more about the library
after that it was briefing session for the international students ,so the malaysians all left the room haha.
I met up wif senior for awhile(it was 10-11am already)
he had french class at 11am so we didnt get to talk long,
he explained the morning class at 8 was English class,and he didnt wanna go cuz he got drunk last night wif his housemate lol.
Dennnn he left lor..i sien lorr..i alone there like sohai lorrr
cuz Irene is from indon so she's considered international LOL.
Then my cousin found me while i was on the phone sitting down somewhere just feeeeeling the breeeze lol.
Met up with Irene later on and had lunch :)
didnt really consider that as lunch -.-
i had 1/4 of the porridge that i bought.Found it tasteless and .... idont like it LOL
Laughed at some jokes,waited till 1.30pm to go back inside.
we went back inside at 12 cuz outside super hot,so we went inside for aircon hehehehe
sit in hall make up jokes,listen to ppl talk,laugh at them LOL basically what i'd do LMAO.
After that the Group sorting session began D:
scaaareeeh
i was in the first group :x
[ F . Y . I ]
We are grouped on how we score in the English Placement Test.
And i happen to be in Group ONE :D

*Back to the point*
im in the first group of Batch BH-31,while Irene is in group4 T_T
emo,i lost my bestie LOL.
When we were all sorted,we had to sit wif our group ppl and meet wif our group mentor.
My group mentor is super nice
her name is Miss Jasmine.Thats all i know LOL.
Anyways,my group is like..15pax,and only 6 are guys,LOL!
To name themm if i can remember..
Amanda,Lim,Winnie,Josephine,Jamie,Ye(i like this name LOOL),ah yong,C,ong,kevin,aini,bryan(yea babes theres a chindian named after you LOL,he's short ahahahaha and he looks malay LOL!) cant really remember the rest -.- when i know em ill post LOL
that is SOME of them la,but i tink ill be closer to josephine,she's more..my type LOL!
but she speak mandarin..not bad english but still..she not banana (sad)LOL
Jamie is nice too but she already has her clique.lol.
After the grouping touring and exchanging phone numbers with the girls
I met up with senior :D
he was waiting for david to finish class so they can go back together(they are housemates)
after not long -.- my cousin call say he done ,he was my ride home,so i had to go cari(find) him.
and now im home ,with a stupid stupid time table,
AND I HAVE CLASS ON FRIDAY!-.-
ARGH!!

:D
had a great day today?
i woke at 6.10am,took a shower,got dressed
it rained super heavy that made me MORE sleepy and drowsy
got to college at 7.10am (-.- major early)
gotta do it again tomoro
i tot orientation was a ONE DAY thing.
mana tahu its THREE DANG DAYS
obviously i was shocked,no choice wad
Met up wif my cousin(Ivan),went to the MPH(Not the book store,its Multi-Purpose Hall) hall ,found out we aint in the same hall,so didnt really spend time wif muh cous.
After 2 speech and 1test(yes,i had a test during orientation.The English Placement test,OMG i tell you,i have not had a test in 8months suddenly POOF!,lol)
Tml i get the results to the test and get separated into groups(there will be 6)
I met some friends,to name em so i wont forget,apple,sheri(yea,another sheri-.- just wat i need),Irene,Chap(its CHUH-AP),a guy whom i think is jason or jackson i couldnt hear well due to his -.- ultra super the LOW volume voice lol.
After that it was already 12pm or was it 1pm forgot lah time flew by today as if it was super fast.
Had lunch with my sister and cousin,went slacking with my senior(Chris) and his friends,Melvin and David.They were nice :D, i need to learn some indon lingo if i wanna hang wif them,or shall i say,ill be learning some indon lingo by hanging with them LOL!
And i think i got my new best friend,I THINK~ lol
i was checking out all the girls in the class and was looking for MY NEW BFF!
and i FOUNDDDD HERR
Her name is Irene~ she's 20,she's indonese LOL!
I so nida learn from her ! haha. Ill be seein her tomoro and hope we get sorted into the same group,if not ,:( need make new bestie
but today,i think i made a good first impression to people,i keep talking to them,smiling,being super duper friendly,and i SMILED TILL MY MOUTH HURTS! lol
Hope tml is another great day :)
I actually tot today would suck due to the morning rain,but actually it was a good sign instead of a bad one haha.
Met friends,Had a great time,Got to meet me seniors,:D I'M Luvin it LOL
Ill update about tml soon :X
lol

FINALY
for MONTHS and seriously BORING MONTHS
i've been waiting for THIS DAY
o8/o7/o8 (June 8th 2008)
ITS FINALY HEREE
and i'm so haaaaappyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
xD
i scared i cant sleep tonight ..
doubt that, my eyes hurt like mad from crying through the entire day
NOTHING SAD HAPPEN THIS TIME OKAYYY..
i was crying cuz i was watching korean drama LOL
i was boredddddddd,can you blame me? lolx
FINALYY its NIGHT time
TOMOROOOOOOOOO is like HOURS AWAY
its like its IN MY HANDD!!
owh HAPPY DAY~ (you can hear me singing it)
lol .
but im sorta nervous too !
its the DAY of my LIFE !!
ill blog about it when its over k
i just wanna say
TML! LOL
ok sleepy sleepy time
gnites :X

hmm..as the title said it..
my yesterday..
i dont know how to say it..i guess it was..nice :)
had lunch,a hair cut,visit grannie,watched movies..
feel like im closer to my baby :3 hehe
he does those alot -.- (no offence baby :X)

after july 20th i wont be able to online anymore.. :/
baby ill miss you
but sometimes if you see me on,its me in CC
and i wont be alone.. dont be jel
chu*
misss youuu

i dyed it black
and styled it
and VUALAA~

took it with webcam ~_~
lol
the side is very nice

the back is uber short
its suppose to be punki style ish
lol
i chosed it myself ok!
dont criticise me !! ~
i like it :3
it makes me uber kawaii than i already am L O L!

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i finaly understand more about my kor so i dont really appose those 2 anymore LOL
they were MADE for each other.LMAO
so yea.. im over it xD thanks to RIN JIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (harts x3)

im currently addicted to
The Fray - How to save a life
the chorus is so addicting D:

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

and so meaningfull ~_~ lol .. its nice
i was on the phone with my senior last night and he told me that during trainings (1st year 2months training,2nd year 3months training) i can actually post for somewhere NOT in malaysia. Means i get to go awayyyyyyy from malaysiaaaaa even if it is for 2-3months LOL
babyyyyyyyy if thats allowed ima find u :3 mwahahaha ^^

ahhhhhhhhh college is starting sooooooooon !! xD A WHOLE SCHOOL OF BANANAS UNITING AND WAITING FOR ME O_O LOOOOL! :X
ahh This is the story of a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world,but you absolutely gotta love her when she smiles :D
I hAVE NOTHING TO WRITE ANYMORE SO SCREW ME AITE ! LOL
ok ill continue when i DO have something to write -.-

OH OH IM DYING MY HAIR TONITEEEEEE
NO MORE GOLDIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE T_T
back to BORING DARK DARK BROWN T_T (Emo) i took a picture of my hair to remind me LOL
T_T ima miss ittttt sooooooo muchiessssss

i just got dumped blocked and deleted in one day.
wow?
dont think so much guys
its just my gunbound relationship which doesnt mean that much to me lol
you see,what happened was..
he was talking about love and i was kinda..speechless cause iseriously dont know what to say to him
so i was like.. ":S" and said i cant love you
then he was like,cant??
i replied yea,i cant.im loyal to my bf.
then he was like , you got a bf??????
ohhhh..! why didnt you say soooo !!
then he was like dun worry dun worry
and after awhile my buddy decreased one.
i tried to look for his ign, it was no longer there,and there was a blank in my buddy.
in msn he deleted n blocked me too.
i bet he's gna do the same in friendster and facebook.
how can someone take a game relationship seriously?
i did long ago,but not anymore.

baby..what im feeling for you..
is real..and i dont want to lose it..
im afraid of losing you..
your all i got left..
i dont have mellie anymore..
i dont have anyone to talk to..
before i sleep at night..there is always someone i nid to talk to..someone i nid to sms or someone i nid to bother..
there isnt one anymore if you go..
everynight..i think of you..think of how much i need you.. how much i miss you..
and i cant sleep cause of that sometimes..
thats why i drown myself in gb.
hiding away what my thoughts will lead me to..
but soon i wont have gb..ill have lots of hw..and lots of assignments and friends asking me out
and im afraid your not gna be apart of it..im afraid..
baby..
tonight i was dumped and felt numbed
and i got your message saying you cant get to talk to me often anymore?
it made me cry.
i still am..
i dont know..how to keep us together..
i feel further away from you..than i already am..
baby come back to me..

ok ima go totally random on this
it aint about me
its just about what i know
just thought i ota tell you guys lmao.
how do i start.. hmm..
well if any of you guys read chinese news paper , you might know
but if those that didnt hear about it here goes
just the other night
i think friday night if im not wrong..or was it saturday (thats..27th or 28th june)
My dad was at a wedding,his friends daughters wedding.
The husband to that bride happened to have dated a girl for 8 years and i think didnt dump her lor
then on that night,the girl (not the bride) OBVIOUSLY heart ache ritee
went out wif her 2 gal pals to go drinking n stuff
the heart ache girl is 26years old,the other 2 is 20 and 21 i think.
well all 3 of them ended up drunk,but the 26year old was obviously drunk-er
so she didnt drive,one of the 2 did.
DRASTIC accident after that.
the 21 year old and the 20 year old died in an accident.
the 26year old is now in the hospital right opposite the bed my grandmother was in -.-
she broke her spinal cord.she cant speak,she sorta got amnesia and she's like..bed-ridden..she's uber pretty..uber uber pretty.long long hair.fair fair skin.super pretty.
just because of a man,that happened to her :/
kinda unfair isnt it.
that jerk !
~_~ tats all i wanted to tell lol
kinda kesian her..she even has 2 nuts screwed in her head due to her head injury.
you can see the nuts-.- its like right...erm well its near the ear ..

just felt like blogging eventou there aint much to talk about EXCEPT HOW MUCH SHE'S GETTING ON MY NERVESSSSSSS
UGH!
ps i feel bitchy so i nida let it out
this blog is for me to let it out
IF YOU ALL BUAY SONG,DONT READ LA !
niways
SHERRI ,A.k.A THE BITCH
is a total slut
not me say,is paul(Her ex bf)
she told him she was a slut,and isnt anymore.
WHO CAN BELIEVE THAT?what does she take us for,some dumbasses who got peabrains?
you cant turn away from a dark side just like that,
its like Smoking,once you start,how you gonna stop?
its possible but its gna be HARD
the way she acts and dresses,come on la,one look, SLUT!
ugh i cant believe im blogging about her.-.-
If she dare play with any other one of my friends
i swear ill slap her in the face and tell her to fk off.

anyways , enough about her
more about me,besides this is MY blog,its suppose to be about MOI!
i love my baby :x
thats all i wanna say LOL
babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ together forever ^^

Yours truly

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