i stayed up till 5am last night can you believe?
i watched spain vs germany LOOL and i watched spain win LMAO
im not a football fan,lax -.-
niways its not CAUSE of football i was awake
kor is back at home town,he today do alot of crap then went to cc online gb samore
he kept calling sherri baby baby baby
make my hair stand
WHY DOESNT HE KNOWWWWWWWW
she's just despo for someone and is using himmmmmm
she herself SAID to MY FACE
"I'll never date anyone like them."
w t f?
ONE WORD ,B i t c h !
Ugh i hate her
THE ONE WHO ENDS UP HURT ,isnt HER..
thats the thing im so angry about
end up my kor get hurt
he's tired he still play gb.
He's in pain but she DOESNT seem to CARE at all.
She's just TOYING with other peoples affection
me and senpai were talking about it whole night last night
thats why i could stay up till 5am
senpai support spain so he watched fb oso la lOL
we were saaying its becuz of her boobehs that got my kor HYPNOTIZED
i call it "Boobified"
LOL
*her boobs are bigger than mine*
so you get the point
LOL
UGH I CANT STAND HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
im going to watch wanted later
back around evening

love babes!! IM NOT LIKE HERRR
IM NTO A BITCHHH ,well i am but NOT THAT KIND
lol
im BITCHY but im not A BITCH lol
baby love love :x hehe

oh yea and i bought black skinny jeans ytd WEEEE LMAO~

i cried again last night.

wanna know why ?

woohoo im blogging again D:
Dont get it wrong its not that i really want to (baby dont gimme that face lol)
I've been thinking alot about nu er ..
today was suppose to be the day we were waiting for so long..HanadanFinal out today (for those who dont know what is that,go search Hana Yori Dango[Boys over flowers] Final )
Its OUR Thing..i miss her..
she was like a best friend
someone i can talk to
Can you believe it? for my 18years
i DONT have a best friend,a gal pal,someone who's always gonna be there with me..
someone who'll stick around till the ends of the earth.. \:
i want one..badly
i feel left out
i feel..alone
i feel..that i am left out and alone
Whenver theres something going on,im never there for it.
Whenever i want something to go on,and when im THERe for it,THERE IS NO IT!
haiz.
Like last year..
After SPM,my friends went on the trip to genting-kl ,i couldnt join in cause i had no partner to sit with me in the bus.
So i was left out.Never got to go to the cosplay,Never got to go see THE EYE of malaysia with my friends.
Never had the feeling of sleeping over with mah friends with NO ADULTS around.
eventou im 18..i dont feel it
My gb frens keep going out lor.. like the other day they went clubbing..then
last night sherri kor n bao went to cc :\
and i..
i felt horrible
i dont know why i suddenly felt like killing sherri
She's the one who's always bringing them out
She's the one who keep asking them to go out
JUST cause she broke up with her bf and she cant get over it and doesnt wanna stay home.
I HATE HER.
not that much but.yea i do
Kor even asked me why i dont talk to her anymore.
I CANT STAND talking to her.
I CANT STAND seeing her online
I CANT STAND HER.
Hope no one tells her.
No one knows i hate her cause i dont say shit in her face.
She's that type of girl who doesnt care what people think.Like "Sowhat if she hates me,hate me ma hate me lor."
-.-"
i hate that about her.
No offence..
ahh ..boredom
Im dying here at home
i wanna go back to kl.. i wanna join in the things i always miss out in..
ill be back in kl on the 7th ,thats like one day before my orientation..
my sister la..nex weekend only wanna come back n visit ahma
haiz.
suay suay,kor free TILL 7th,then he's working already
and thats the main purpose why im freaking LEFT OUT.
tml going shopping for my School formal clothes.
ugh can u imagine me in suits?
lol
ill post up a picture to show u once im fully in one in school hah.
I CANT WAIT FOR COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT WAIT TO GET A GAL PAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT WAIT TO GET A LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the end (:

babes,happy yet?
im blogging -.- lol
(DONT U DARE SAY "^^yay" -.-,lol)
oyea and i keep hearing hannah montana,its like "HANNAH MONTANA SEASON"
its scareh.but u should listen to her song the one featuring thejonas brothers xD(They are hawtLOL)
ill post it up :D

FKING BLOG TOOK HALF MY POST AWAY,PISSED LE LA

No more nice seats -.-
So we went home ~_~
what a WTF day ~_~ lol

15th June (Sunday)

We woke up late,slacked till 1-2pm
went out to eat banana leaf,
Went home and slack again after that LOL
sis wanted to rest cause she had tiring week, i was leaving for home at night
so i played psp like mad the whole day LOL if not wont get to touch it till next month ~_~
play and play till 8pm
then had to go liao :(
Before i went on the train i bought KFC!! woohoo
Nuggets,Cheeeesie wedges,Zinger burger
ahhh my love~ LOL
it was the only thing KEEPING ME ALIVE on the train =x lmao
i was bored to death
Luckily for me i had my earphones for my phone
so i get to listen to the radio
WOOHOO, i was like OMG MILEY CYRUS !
She was hosting the 8040 show that was on fly.fm(msian station)
Heard loads of songs,liked alot of them especially See you again By miley
cant wait to hear it again so i was like tuned into every radio station
Till my phone batt was super low i was like OMG ~_~
so i turned the radio off and tried to sleep
Ended up (zzZ)ing around 1am till 6am
To Be Continued . . .

16th June ( Monday )

Reached Alor Star around 10am ,Dad picked me up and we had breakfast (YAYY!! my favourite!! porridge!! yumm ^^)
Then went home and i slacked my butt off till lunch at 2.30pm
Mum wanted me to drive (thats the reason i came back home,to train my driving skills ,to make me more confident lol)
Dad said i was better than my sisters when they first drove haha
But my reversing skills,sucked,my parking skills,sucked,my confidence,beyonddddddddd LOW
lol
drove home and SLACKED AGAIN!! wee gunbound xD
and that is it
that is my conclusion time
nothing else happens when im at home
so no more post for sometime LOL
ok baby i think yours might be longer
T_T
you do more things!!
youir more active T_T hate you lol
unfair cause your in sing lor
and your a guy
im a girl i dont get to go out so much !!
lol
chuu baby lovess x3

Nu er..
im sorry that i just got the news that your gone..
im sorry that i never got to say how much i miss you
i really do miss you
i wish you knew how much mama loves you..
mama will miss you so much..
i swear..ill never forget you..
You will always be my nu er
God..please take care of her..


That was for her..
My nu er who passed a week ago ..
on the 31st may 2008, 18:28.
we will all miss her..
a better life is ahead of her..

31st may 08

i woke up at 6am o.o
not for fun la ! siao meh LOL
had to go to SUNGAICHILLING to "CHILLING" Lol
got 6scratchmarks on my legs = =" one of them really deep,hurts abit too.
it was fun :D
this time we went all the way up! the water was so MEAN!
it was like its about to eat us up LOL
This time there were...10 of us lOL
all my sis fren -.-
i felt so underage LOL
after that we went for pan mee around 4-5pm?
reached home around 6 i online awhile to skype with Sherri,Nick,eric,Alia and Cow(marvynn)
Final judgement : YES its ON
so i had to go out after a tiring day lol
Sherri said to meet at Starbucks at 9pm so we all went ther lor
i met up with Ken and KaiYan (the twins) first.They look noting alike LOL maybe just the eyes haha.Then met up with cow(marvynn)
then with the rest of the guys.
Bryan(Baobei.Com guild gm),Calvin,Cow went with their own car,so i was in sherri's car with Nick,Eric,Alia and of coz sherri was the driver lol
SCARY <- one word
LOL
kaiyan and ken had to go home early cuz their dad dun let so they left before we even started to yumcha = =

we went to ss15 Asia Cafe to yumcha
Sherri n Alia ate like super alot!
Well we sembang lor..till 1+ then decided to go for macD's icecream(it was 1st of the month so50cents nia LOL)
Alia had 4 -.-
siao wan her
lol
After that we went home o.o
I reached home first as i was closest..it ws already almost 4am LOL
Eric and nick stayed over Sherri's place as their place were too far

1st june

had to go lowyat wif sis.
Forgot bring out fon
Wanted to die adi ._.
the end? LOL

Yours truly

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