.Sunday, May 08, 2005 ' 1:09 AM Y
today..i met benji jualian ryan
today SUCKs..well..every day sucks..hahaha,dont mind the language im about to use..its a quite normal thing for me.
i dont remember what happened in the morning..but i do remember everything that happened at night..it was the day before mothers day..so we had mothers day dinner at HUA TANG the restaurant right beside my school..when we got there..everything was going OK..until i saw this guy..staring at me,i looked at him and tought why the hell is this guy staring at me..it looks like he knows me or something..then i realised,he is my friends ex boyfriend..the 1 i had a UBER crush on..once =X..so,i messaged my friend and told her about it,i told her that i keep staring at him and whatever.she replied me saying that i better stop looking at him,cause he will tell her that i like him or something.I felt a wierd feeling,YET i still stared at him..when he look at me ..i would just look away and act like i wasnt looking at him *YEAH RIGHT*..well..the night was over,so i got over it..then i went home..played maple lor..to get my mind of that bastard =D.
when i got into maple..i was so bored..no1 was online..so it sucked..so i changed accoiunt and used my level 41 cleric and trained her at fire boar place..where i met this guy..named benjamin Julian Ryan..he says he is a chatolic or whatever,he says those 3 is REALLY his name..i dont know if i believe him or not..hahaha..what ever la..he also got same problem de,parents saperated..we started talking and alot of things came out..and i was SOOOO MESSED UP..i keep on talking about how my life sucks..and he said to me..STOP ACTING LIKE YOUR THE ONLY 1 WHO IS SUFFERING IN THIS FCUKING WORLD..something like that =X..if its wrong..dont mind me ..hehehe ^_^"..well..im abit better now that i let the whole thing out..hahaha..
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