i didn't post anything yesterday as i was not in the mood to
for i had a happy day out and didnt realised that something had happened.
My nu er(Daughter) well she isnt actually my Real daughter,more like a Cyber Family daughter haha.She's 12 this year,she moved from singapore to NewZealand not long ago.I've grew fond of her and treats her exactly like family.Till now i still do feel she is family =)
But ..Recently.. She's ill..very very ill..
She has blood disorder..or..we may call it cancer ..
Its still in the early stages..So she said..)=
I dedicated this blog to her actually..
Because of her,i began to blog again..
Without her now i feel sorta depressed and lonely for some reason )=
like i lost another friend.
I dont want to think negatively,Neighter do i wanna think she's gone forever.
I do keep her in my prayers hoping she will get better.Wishing she WILL get better.Thinking its gonna be alright soon.She's coming back soon.
But recently alot of deaths have been all around me.Why is that?
it's creeping me out and making me sorta depressed about it
I dont really feel like posting now either.
I feel ..Lazy to..
but ..For Eiffel,My 12 year old Cyber Nuer(Daughter) who i treat like Real family.
Ill post (=
Just incase She checks up on me
haha.
I hope nu er can read this (=
mama will miss you so muchie
Bjorn kor misses you too.He says
" i didn't know i loved her so much"
obviously i shoot at him hahaha.(=
Nu er. Smile always ^^ You will always be in OUR minds,Hearts,Thoughts,Everything haha
:D <3 ya nu er ^^

erms..i just loved this episode so much i had to post it here LOL.To remind myself which episode i'm at too =X hahaha
its one of my fav. animes :3 Shugo Chara!

Vampire Knight 3 : Now things get REALLY interesting

and THAT is what it looked like,opposite got board telling you that fishing is prohibited and blablabla etc. LOl

So back to what i was saying,my first time crossing river,that river wasnt really high tide so i walked normally lor..BUT HORRRRR..the photographer(Driver and the only male with us LOL) say eh pose like fall down la.He said to me and my sis,i was holding my sisters hand then she was on the Left i was on the Right,the current was from LEFT to RIGHT,then when he say 1 2 3,My sis fell to the right while i fell to the left,THENNNN =.=

weird part
I fell and the current Flush me away = =.

i was like OMFG OMFG OMFG HELP LOL

Then i grabbed on to a rock as quick as posible,i "FLOATED" away quite far oso.Couldnt imagine what would've happened if i never grabbed on to that rock <.<>
I HIT MY ASS AS WELL LOR,my ass hurts T_T sob

anyways~

my aSSventure was ok lor,through the day we hiked all the way up to the toppest waterfall,lol.

ermss..what else happened ahh..hmms..don't think anything else interesting happened.It was a great trip though :D.wanna see me while i was SECRETLY taken a photo off while walking ?

here it iss ~_~

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haiz..
i just found out..mellie really got Gf.
and it is that girl.Now im just hurt depressed and feel like crying.But if i do,i dont think i can stop..why must it be her?what did i do wrong to him?
Why is god punnishing me?is it cause of karma? What goes around comes around?
I feel horrible.
And i thought my punnishment was over.
Why is everything going wrong.
Not just he got gf,he doesnt tell me anything anymore.
when he says he wont tell me,he seriously doesnt tell me )=
and i got this feeling he's in KL right now with her.
Why are my tears slowly dripping down..
Why does these things always happen to me..
i want to be happy for him..i want to..i really do..but
i just cant..
i've held on for too long..
i know its time to let go..i knew it long ago
but i just couldnt..
i took too long to realise its NEVER going to happen..
whats so good about her that i cant give to him
am i not good enough?
thats whats on my mind right now..
i just wanted to get it out ..
baby..if ur reading this im sorry..
i cant help myself right now..
i really need to cry..
Now..Not only did i lose my best friend.He's not even a friend to me anymore lately..
more like..someone in his contact list.
He reply's my sms like he's lazy to,he answer my calls but get interupted by other's calls.
When i takl to him he just avoids and say he's playing cabal..
When i ask him where is he?what is he doing? he just uses one of his mean lies to hurt me as usual.I got used to the lies.But..
the thing bothering me now is..
He never told the truth..that was hidden..for so long..
depressing day..
i wish there was a shoulder for me to cry on right now..

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well..i went out like i said i would
to Sunway Pyramid,which is like a 10-15minute walk from my place.BUT obviously =x being the sloth that i am i never walked.i took the bus ^^
so i waited i think 20minutes for that stupid RapidKL bus.
i didnt have rm1 change,i only had rm10 notes.so i had to walk over to the nearby store to buy something to get some change =.=.
i bought 100+ lol,which was Rm1.40..guess it was worth it lolx.
so i went to sunway pyramid..
obviously i left the house cause i tot i was hungry
but nooooooooooooooooooo~
i went there and i never straight away seek for FOOODD!
i had to do some shopping first -.-"
so i went to the atm machine and withdrawed out Rm150.00
i went into Nichii,F.O.S,padini concept store,and loads more that i sorta forgot
i sorta "AVOIDED" going into "NOSE" ,eventou i really wanted to go in there lolx
*Note : i used to work at nose,therefore i have a reason to neglect it ~_~
lol
anyways
after walking for abit i realised that.i was hungry just that my tummy never made any noise
so i went seeking for food at about 3.30? i went to various food stores,restaurants,and stalls
=.= i walked ALOT and ended up having nasi lemak LOL :X
i wanted to eat Wendy's burger so i went to buy it anyways =x" Take Away 1/2 Pounder Cheese Burger " for rm10.50 ( with the 5% tax would be rm11.05,thats how much i paid for the burger)
WOOOT =x
i couldnt wait to eat it haha
but obviously i just ate my rice so i nvr straight away open up and eat la..
so i went walking abit,then got this fruit stall,i had 1.50 in my pocket so i decided to buy some fruit,(i bought guava by the way lol).
ok lor i enjoy eating fruits
i walk and eat at the same time ma..then then -.-
i accidently poke the stick right thru the plastic ,LUCKY nvr poke my hand lor,those sticks can make serious PAIN.
then obviously the plastic got hole then leaked -.-
then tiok my wendy's burger plastic bag,AND my hands.
so i went to the washroom to clean my hands (and the plastic bag =x LOL)
since i was there i might as well went inside the toilet riteeee (thats what i thought)
And so i did,
What was to be seen after that,is a pain in the eye.LOL
sortoff la
now dont u all go thinking like i saw giant poop or some dirty pad or watever la k =.=
dun think so much LOL!
its not that awesomely terrifying lol.
its more of a MY matter =.=
i went in
took off my pants and =.= i saw blood on myself
then i was like
w T f
-.-
i come red =.=
i was thinking like ( IT HAD TO BE TODAY ISSITTT!!!)
then i cleaned it up and ran straight for the taxi stand as i had to go home fast
HAD TO SPEND RM7 ON A FREAKING TAXI LORHHH!!
my place only 10-15min awayyyyy T_T
i was thinking of walking wan lor
but
I COME RED WALK Simiiiii !!
lol
In a nutshell,
im now home,eating my wendy's burger
which is AWESOMELY DELICIOUS (you pj people should seriously try it)
lolx
its better than mac
(DONT GO MAC,BOYCOT IT! Lol)

-Teh Pink Choh-tOng-

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after 2years of "stopped-blogging"
im back haha
i only hope so that this might last.
i might be 'lazy' though =x
since i dont have much to write anyways.
not like my life very "WAH YOUR LIFE,SO SONG WAN!" lidat
its more of the simplicity that everyone else goes through heh.
what made me decide to come back?
recently my friends all keep blogging.
make me feel like i should come back to blogging too.
heh
i sorta skipped my lunch when i was "FIXING" my "DEAD BLOG"
well mre like "REVIVING" instead of fixing hahaha..
hope there are people out there reading this =x
if not,then its ok. a dead blog is like a notebook that i write on,that has a title
' For my eyes Only '
haha..
anyways..ill continue fixing it later (=
gotta have my "LATE lunch " haha
hungry sia ~

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