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.Friday, April 25, 2008 ' 1:31 PM Y

Depressed

haiz..
i just found out..mellie really got Gf.
and it is that girl.Now im just hurt depressed and feel like crying.But if i do,i dont think i can stop..why must it be her?what did i do wrong to him?
Why is god punnishing me?is it cause of karma? What goes around comes around?
I feel horrible.
And i thought my punnishment was over.
Why is everything going wrong.
Not just he got gf,he doesnt tell me anything anymore.
when he says he wont tell me,he seriously doesnt tell me )=
and i got this feeling he's in KL right now with her.
Why are my tears slowly dripping down..
Why does these things always happen to me..
i want to be happy for him..i want to..i really do..but
i just cant..
i've held on for too long..
i know its time to let go..i knew it long ago
but i just couldnt..
i took too long to realise its NEVER going to happen..
whats so good about her that i cant give to him
am i not good enough?
thats whats on my mind right now..
i just wanted to get it out ..
baby..if ur reading this im sorry..
i cant help myself right now..
i really need to cry..
Now..Not only did i lose my best friend.He's not even a friend to me anymore lately..
more like..someone in his contact list.
He reply's my sms like he's lazy to,he answer my calls but get interupted by other's calls.
When i takl to him he just avoids and say he's playing cabal..
When i ask him where is he?what is he doing? he just uses one of his mean lies to hurt me as usual.I got used to the lies.But..
the thing bothering me now is..
He never told the truth..that was hidden..for so long..
depressing day..
i wish there was a shoulder for me to cry on right now..

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