.Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ' 10:48 PM Y
No mood
i didn't post anything yesterday as i was not in the mood to
for i had a happy day out and didnt realised that something had happened.
My nu er(Daughter) well she isnt actually my Real daughter,more like a Cyber Family daughter haha.She's 12 this year,she moved from singapore to NewZealand not long ago.I've grew fond of her and treats her exactly like family.Till now i still do feel she is family =)
But ..Recently.. She's ill..very very ill..
She has blood disorder..or..we may call it cancer ..
Its still in the early stages..So she said..)=
I dedicated this blog to her actually..
Because of her,i began to blog again..
Without her now i feel sorta depressed and lonely for some reason )=
like i lost another friend.
I dont want to think negatively,Neighter do i wanna think she's gone forever.
I do keep her in my prayers hoping she will get better.Wishing she WILL get better.Thinking its gonna be alright soon.She's coming back soon.
But recently alot of deaths have been all around me.Why is that?
it's creeping me out and making me sorta depressed about it
I dont really feel like posting now either.
I feel ..Lazy to..
but ..For Eiffel,My 12 year old Cyber Nuer(Daughter) who i treat like Real family.
Ill post (=
Just incase She checks up on me
haha.
I hope nu er can read this (=
mama will miss you so muchie
Bjorn kor misses you too.He says
" i didn't know i loved her so much"
obviously i shoot at him hahaha.(=
Nu er. Smile always ^^ You will always be in OUR minds,Hearts,Thoughts,Everything haha
:D <3 ya nu er ^^