.Saturday, June 28, 2008 ' 9:21 PM Y
Unseen tears
i cried again last night.
wanna know why ?
woohoo im blogging again D:
Dont get it wrong its not that i really want to (baby dont gimme that face lol)
I've been thinking alot about nu er ..
today was suppose to be the day we were waiting for so long..HanadanFinal out today (for those who dont know what is that,go search Hana Yori Dango[Boys over flowers] Final )
Its OUR Thing..i miss her..
she was like a best friend
someone i can talk to
Can you believe it? for my 18years
i DONT have a best friend,a gal pal,someone who's always gonna be there with me..
someone who'll stick around till the ends of the earth.. \:
i want one..badly
i feel left out
i feel..alone
i feel..that i am left out and alone
Whenver theres something going on,im never there for it.
Whenever i want something to go on,and when im THERe for it,THERE IS NO IT!
haiz.
Like last year..
After SPM,my friends went on the trip to genting-kl ,i couldnt join in cause i had no partner to sit with me in the bus.
So i was left out.Never got to go to the cosplay,Never got to go see THE EYE of malaysia with my friends.
Never had the feeling of sleeping over with mah friends with NO ADULTS around.
eventou im 18..i dont feel it
My gb frens keep going out lor.. like the other day they went clubbing..then
last night sherri kor n bao went to cc :\
and i..
i felt horrible
i dont know why i suddenly felt like killing sherri
She's the one who's always bringing them out
She's the one who keep asking them to go out
JUST cause she broke up with her bf and she cant get over it and doesnt wanna stay home.
I HATE HER.
not that much but.yea i do
Kor even asked me why i dont talk to her anymore.
I CANT STAND talking to her.
I CANT STAND seeing her online
I CANT STAND HER.
Hope no one tells her.
No one knows i hate her cause i dont say shit in her face.
She's that type of girl who doesnt care what people think.Like "Sowhat if she hates me,hate me ma hate me lor."
-.-"
i hate that about her.
No offence..
ahh ..boredom
Im dying here at home
i wanna go back to kl.. i wanna join in the things i always miss out in..
ill be back in kl on the 7th ,thats like one day before my orientation..
my sister la..nex weekend only wanna come back n visit ahma
haiz.
suay suay,kor free TILL 7th,then he's working already
and thats the main purpose why im freaking LEFT OUT.
tml going shopping for my School formal clothes.
ugh can u imagine me in suits?
lol
ill post up a picture to show u once im fully in one in school hah.
I CANT WAIT FOR COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT WAIT TO GET A GAL PAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT WAIT TO GET A LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the end (:
babes,happy yet?
im blogging -.- lol
(DONT U DARE SAY "^^yay" -.-,lol)
oyea and i keep hearing hannah montana,its like "HANNAH MONTANA SEASON"
its scareh.but u should listen to her song the one featuring thejonas brothers xD(They are hawtLOL)
ill post it up :D
